u don't know me- lil peep

you fucking broke her

i drank too much after what i saw gus doing.
i stumbled over to brandon. "hi" i mumbled.
"woah you ain't good" brandon said helping
me get my balance back. "g-gus madison b-bath
room" i said stuttering. "they fucking" he asked.
i nodded my head and buried my head into his
chest. "fuck you have feelings for him don't you"
brandon said. i nodded again. "look at me"
brandon said. i looked up at him. "i'll order you a uber and we can talk tomorrow that sound good?" brandon said. "okay" i replied.

gus came back over to me and brandon. my face
was hidden into the side of brandon's shoulder.
"where's everyone gone" gus said. "don't know"
brandon said coldly. "what's up with you" gus
said. "you fucking broke her" brandon said.
i lifted my head up and looked at him. "i hate you
so much" i said. gus stayed quiet. "fuck off" i
said. "it's n-" i cut him off. "go away please" i said.
he walked away. "can you bring me to the
bathroom" i said. brandon nodded his head.

i looked in the mirror. i looked a mess. my makeup
was all over my face. my eye liner made most
of it messy. i knew i had feelings for gus.
but i would tell myself that it's just a fling it
will go soon. but it didn't. gus promised he
wouldn't fuck anyone. he broke that promise too many times. i don't really care about the other
ones. its just madison. she really fucking got me.

the next day.

i woke up. i was in my bedroom. the sun was
coming in from my windows. i got up and shut
them quickly. my head hurts so much. i can't
remember much from last night. all i remember
is what gus did to me. asshole. i really do mean
i hate him. i knew he was gonna do something
to break my heart. what am i saying. i don't
know anymore.

i walk out of my room, brandon was on the couch
asleep. i feel bad now. on his birthday he had to
get his drunk friend home and into bed.
i take a glass out of the sink. it was wet and i
dropped it cause i'm a idiot. brandon jumped up.
"fuck, sorry brandon" i said. "it's good" he said
rubbing his face. "and i'm also sorry for last
night" i said. "scarlett its okay stop apologising"
he said. i picked up the big pieces of glass.
what the fuck is up with me.

i grabbed my phone and looked at my notifications.

gus💘
boo please

gus💘
i was drunk asf

gus💘
please talk to me

i put my phone back down and sighed. "ima head
back to my place" brandon said. "okay" i said.
"thanks for taking care of me" i said hugging him.
"it's good, even though you did get makeup all over
my shirt" brandon said pointing at his shirt.
"oops sorry" i said. "go back asleep for awhile
and shower" brandon said. "excuse me" i said.
brandon laughed. "bye scarlett" brandon said.

i got back into bed. i looked up at my ceiling.
why did i fall for him. i'm such a idiot for
even thinking that we could be a thing.
i just needa go back asleep i'm sad and tired.

a/n: that's literally me, i sleep too much.

lilpeep: 😈😈
tracyminajj: the man himself
omgimwigs: beautiful
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madisonbenson: my fav boy🥰🥰
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i read her comment. but then gus replied to it.
the worse way to wake up from a nap. i'm gonna
go down to maggie and nates to see what their
doing.

i knocked on their door. nate opened the door.
"what's up" he said letting me in. "i'm bored asf"
i said walking in. i looked down at my phone.
then i looked up and who was there. gus. ofcourse
he was. "what the fuck is this asshole doing
here" i ask nate. "woah what happened" nate said.
"i fucking hate you" i said. "yeah you've made it
pretty clear" gus said. "aw do you need madison
to cheer you up by fucking her" i screamed.
"what's going on" maggie said. i turned around.
maggie was with madison. i shook my head.
i opened the door and slammed it on the way out.

i felt like my whole world was falling down. my
"bestfriend" is now with the girl who i hate the
most. me and gus hate eachother. i just wanted
to die. i tried to hold my tears but i couldn't.
it was all too much.

i called brandon and told him to come over.

"what happened" brandon said. "brandon i can't
do this anymore" i said crying. "tell me what's
wrong" he said. "i went d-down to m-maggie and
n-nates and gus was t-there, i turn around and
m-maggie and m-madison are t-together" i
said breaking down. brandon held me. i feel
like he's the only person i can trust right now.
i unfollowed gus,nate,maggie and gbc.

there was a knock on my apartment door. "i'll get
it" brandon said getting up. he opened the door.
"is scarlett there" i could hear gus's voice say.
"peep you fucking hurt her just fuck off" brandon
said. "let me talk to her" gus said. brandon walked
outside. "she's fucking hurting bad cause you okay,
her literal bestfriends she has known for the most
of her life are hanging out with your bitch, the
one that fucked up you and scarlett, so trust me
i don't think she's gonna trust you for awhile"
brandon said. i couldn't hear gus say anything
back. brandon came back in. i love brandon.
the only person i can trust.

scarlett.turner: appreciation post for the man😎
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a/n: her and brandon do not get together in this
book.