"gus i told you i can't" i said. "come on boo, it's nothing" he said. "no i have cramps" i said. "doesn't sex help with that?" gus asked. "probably but i'm not in the mood, sorry" i said. "don't be sorry, it's not your fault" he said. i'm pretty sure know what gus asked me. yeah i got my period. honestly i'm not surprised he wasn't being a asshole about it.
i went back to maggie and nates. "scarlett come here" maggie said. i walked towards her. "i got my period" she said. "fuck yeah, that's good" i said. "yeah, i better tell nate to use a condoms" she said. "what?" i said. "yeah, the pill has my back, but not anymore i guess" she said walking away. what the fuck. bitch is actually insane for not wearing a condom. yeah i've had sex without a condom but i don't wanna be pregnant at 19.
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u like the tat boo
me yeah
gus aight hope ur doing good
me thank u
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gus caring about me. surprising since he normally doesn't.
maggie came into my room. "we're going over to peeps you coming" maggie said. "yeah" i said. why does she call him peep? her and nate do. can't they just call him gus. why don't they?
i watched into to gus's apartment. my eyes locked on him. there was a girl sitting on his lap. i thought he said he's going to have no hoes on him anymore. doesn't matter. i don't care. i'm lying to myself. "what's up" gus said pushing the girl of his lap and walking over to me. the girl nearly fell. i laughed under my breath. gus gave me a side hug and sat back down. "lets go to the club" nate said. "it's 6pm" i said. "so let's go" he said. there's no way i'm going.
everyone was going. so that means i'm alone. ima just go back to maggie and nates. i'll order myself some food and watch a my favourite tv show. "ima stay here, i have stuff to do" gus said. "whyyyyyyyy" the girl said. "fuck off and go" gus said. she stared at gus then at me and walked outside. "peep come on its the 2nd night your not coming out with us" goth said. "yeah, i know but i need to get shit done" he said. "uber's here" maggie said. "your sure you'll be good here?" nate asked me. "yeah i'll be fine" i said. i guess i wasn't going home anymore. everyone left.
"i thought you were done with the hoes" i said. "aw is someone jealous" he said sitting beside me. "oh i'm so jealous i'm not that girl" i said sarcastically. "your always so sarcastic" gus said. "it's a gift" i replied back. "can i have a xan" i said. "you fuck with xans" he said. "sometimes" i replied back. he handed me one. i swallowed it dry. "since we can't fuck boo, what you wanna do?" he asked. "i don't know, i'll go i'm tired as fuck" i said. "don't go boo, i stayed here for you" he said. "can you put something on the tv then" i asked. "yeah, you pick."
i woke up. i was on gus's couch, the tv was still on. gus was asleep too. i wanted to go home. but i felt bad for leaving gus, he would probably wondering where i went. should i just wait till everyone comes home and then get a uber home with maggie and nate. i don't know what i should do because they'll probably stay out all night. i'll just go on my phone till gus wakes up.
it's been around 45 minutes. gus still hasn't woken up, so it looks like i'm going have to. i shook him. "gus wake up" "mhm" he mumbled. "wake up" i said. "no i'm comfy" he said. i grabbed my water bottle and poured water on him. only a tiny bit cause i'm not that mean. he got up. "you really know how to wake someone up" he said. i smiled at him to piss him off even more.
"i should of went out with everyone" gus said. "sorry i'm not use to you now" i said. "why do you always say sorry" gus said. i shrugged my shoulders. "i guess i just say it a lot " "well stop cause you have nothing be to be sorry over" he said. "lets order food" i said.
25 minutes later.
gus grabbed me out of nowhere and kissed me. things got heated pretty quick. he pulled onto his lap. i tugged onto his hair while he kissed my neck. he pulled away and reconnected our lips together. then there was a knock on the door. i looked at gus and got off his lap. gus opened it and got the food. he handed me my bag. "thank you" i said. we ate our food and talked. people with friends and benefits aren't suppose to be this close. did i have feelings for gus? no. what am i saying. he doesn't either.
