Watashi No Hi (My Days)

Chapter 48: Special someone...

Eating my breakfast with Sensei, then taking care of him for a while, he then speaks up.

"What's wrong?"

Looking up, he has such a straight face... it makes me feel like he's looking in my soul .

"What you mean?"
I ask fixing the curtains.

"Well, you never are nice to me like this and you seem to be avoiding that guy friend of yours."

Hearing what he's saying makes me think be can read every thought in my mind. Gripping the curtains a little I say what I need in a smile.

"Hehe you mean? I can't be nice to you? and that "guy", I'm not avoiding him at all... I-I-"

"You love him?"

Widening eyes and blushing a little I speak.

"H-huh?! you out of your mind! even if I did... he already has someone special..."

Sensei then getting out of bed and coming toward me I stare at him.

"Eh? Sensei your sick you shoul-"

He then grabs me and pulls me in a hug and pats my head repeatedly.

"It's okai... Even if he does have someone special... you should just try your best, I'm always here for you, you know."
I then look up to find Sensei smiling down at me.

Feeling like crying I smother my face in his chest.

Shane's POV
'Mmmmmm... argh! I can't take it anymore!!'

"I'm gonna go check on them if their okai!"
I say out loud.

"Eh? but Shane you haven't even touched your food.... -sigh- nvm he's already gone.."

Hearing jay speak up to me I totally ignored him and was already in motion.

"..Special... you should just try your best, I'm always here for you, you know."

"Uh..."
Hearing Sensei's voice, I open the door slightly.

"!!"
Looking inside the room, I can see him hugging shay... seeing her like this does break my heart.
Unable to see anymore I back up as walk away.

'How stupid of me... she already has someone specials in her heart... Dumbass! dumbass! dumbass!'

Walking back to the table in, jay and jasmine stare at me in confusion.

"Uhh Shane, did something happen?"
Jasmine asks.

"Huh? oh.. no nothing really.."
Starting to eat my food, I repeat the words Sensei says to shay over and over again.
While having the watch of the other two.

"...Doesn't seem like nothing to me." jay says.

"Yea..."