Azaadiyan

Part 41-Inside My Head

Asiyah's POV.

I was looking for an important file in my office for more than an hour now but I still couldn't find it.

Where can I possibly have left the file? I absolutely need it for my meeting.

I called Fazal in my office and he arrived in a few seconds.

"Yes, ma'am" he said.

"Do you have any idea where I left my file for the meeting?" I asked him.

"Mmh...I really don't think I know about that" he said before starting to look around with me.

We stopped looking for it a while later and I saw him scratching his neck.

"Maybe..you left it home or something" he suggested.

"Right...RIGHT! I know now..I left it at my place..how can I forget like that?" I grabbed my suit blazer and put it on.

"I'll leave the office for a while, I'll go and get the file" I told Fazal.

"Okay, I'll let you know if anything" he said.

"Alright" I said before walking out of my office.

I drove myself home and made my way inside. As I got in, I didn't mind taking off my shoes since I knew I was going out right after I grab the file.

I could hear recognizable laughs coming from the living room. I went there and saw as expected Azaan and Noor.

This is what I mean by seeing him really happy. He was missing her so much and I know it was unbearable for him. Now, he finally has his soul sister with him and I know things will get better for him.

I didn't want to bother them therefore I slowly and calmly made my way to my room to get my file. I got into my room saw my file on a shelf. I grabbed it and then walked out of my room making my way back downstairs.

I was about to get out when I felt someone grabbing my arm and then pinning me to the wall making me gasp.

"Ya Allah !" I said before pushing Azaan away.

"Why would you do that?" I gasped placing a hand on my heart to calm it down because he just gave me a fright.

He took a step closer to me staring into my eyes. He was about to touch me when I slightly flinched.

What is...wrong with me? Why am I..scared?

I saw his expression changing immediately when he saw me not doing okay.

"Asiyah, sorry I didn't mean to scare you" he apologized.

"Uh...it's okay...I need some air it's just-" I was about to move away when he stopped me.

"Hey..are you okay? I know something's wrong" he figured out.

"I need air...please move" I cautioned before turning to walk towards the terrace. I opened the door of the terrace and got out trying to calm my heart beat. I was breathing hard and my hands were suddenly shaking.

What is going on with me? I suddenly started having flashbacks of...the jerk.

Azaan came out as well and looked at me worried.

"She's having a panic attack" we heard Noor coming out as well and she came to me as I was trying to catch my breath.

She made me sit and she sat beside me taking my hands.

"Let's count to five while we both breathe in and out together..take big breaths and freeing your mind" Noor told me.

We breath in and out. I was having a hard time but I kept breathing in and out. Soon, I felt my heart calming down. I wanted to cry. I had no idea why.