i wish.... (byler)

-02-

Mike's POV

Will seems off today, he wasn't talking as much as usual. Maybe he'll talk more just with me, I hope he does I love it when he talks a lot. It's cute, NO, NO it's not cute Mike, you're straight and you have a girlfreind. "Mike? Mike? Mike!" Will called. I didn't even notice I was caught in my thoughts... again. "Yeah? Sorry I was just thinking." That sounded dumb. "About what?" Will asks. About you and how cute you are- no mike you have a girlfreind and YOU'RE NOT GAY. "Just stuff" I say quietly. "Oh, ok. Should we go upstairs?" Will asks, his hair is pretty. No it's not Mike. "YEAH THAT SOUNDS GREAT." I yell not even realizing it, "Are you okay Mike?" Will aks confused. He always cares so much, I love that. "Yeah, yeah I'm fine, are you okay though you seemed a bit off today and were'nt talking when El was here. I'm worried." I say instantly regretting it. "Don't be my stomach just hurt thats all." I don't believe him but I'll go with it. We go upstairs to my room and I start blowing up an air mattress for Will. "Uh Mike I dont have any pajamas." He said. He sounded embarressed and his cheeks got all red. "It's fine Will I can give you some old ones of mine." I say happily, even though its cute, he shouldn't be embarrassed around me, I'm his best freind. "Thanks Mike" he says smiling, its the first time I've seen him smile all day. I go get the pajamas. Will's cute when he smiles. He's cute when he's embarrassed. In fact he's always cute, NO, NO you're straight Mike and you're dating El. But I never think this about El. No Mike you can't like him, dad would kill me if I was gay. When I get back I see Will is in the bathroom so I wait for him on my bed. I can't stop thinking about how cute and kind he is. After about 2 minutes he comes out of the bathroom. "Here are the pajamas" I say handing them to him. "Thanks, where should I change?" he asks. "You can change in here I'll go to the bathroom." I say nervously, why am I so nervous today. Will doesn't say anything, just nodds. I change quickly and walk back forgetting that Will's in there, so i open the door on Will changing. I immediately close the door but I saw a littler bit and get all red. About 5 minutes later he says I can come back in. We lay down to sleep but I start crying, I'm worried about will, and I keep having dreams about loosing him, and I- I'm just scared of loosing him. As soon as he realizes im crying he sits up and aks "Whats wrong?" he's so caring. "Nothing." I lie. "Well somethings obviously wrong Mike. What is it? I'm your bestfreind and i would never judge you, you can tell me anything." H e says trying to comfort me. "Anything?" I ask, "Anything." He reassures me. "Well I keep loosing you, and its always different ways and I'm worried about you and I'm worried that I'll loose you." I say crying really hard. Will climbs up to my bed and hugs me and says comforting things like "It's ok" and "You're not going to loose me." He's so sweet and kind and caring. He starts to climb down back to his bed because I stopped crying "Can you stay up here tonight Will?" I ask, wanting to take it back. He'll think I'm weird. "Yeah, sure, whatever makes you feel better." He says making me feel a little less dumb. He climbs up and lays next to me. I put my arms around his stomach at hug him tightly. "Goodnight Will" I say calmly. "Goodnight Mike." He's already almost asleep.

A/N: I don't know how I feel about this chapter, I think I like it but i dont really know. I hope you guys like it so far (if anyone reads it)
Word count: 658