Onika
Today was they day that I would be meeting Kelly and to say I was a nervous train reck was an understatement. I was only this way because I knew she was someone special to Bey and maybe she might be nice. "Here's your medicine baby." Stood in front of me as I still laid in the bed. "I don't waaaant iiiiit." I pushed her hand away from my face and put my head under the covers. "You know I don't like forcing you to take this stuff but I know that you don't wanna go out without taking it so get up and take it please." She demanded but I didn't say anything because that medicine made me so nonchalant it was like I was in another world.
Flash Back
"Onika!!" Carol called to her 15 year old daughter startling her. "Yes ma'am?" Onika answered as she appeared in her mother's sight. Her mother lifted a pregnancy test that she found in Onika's trash can. "Is this yours?" Even though she knew for a fact that it was she wanted to see if her daughter would lie. "Yes ma'am." Onika answer as she bowed her head. "Who's is it?" Onika just looked at her confused. "The baby, who's is it!" She slightly yelled and Onika being the jumpy person she is she flinched.
"I- I'm not exactly sure b-but I have an idea of who." Onika answered as she continued to look at her shoes. "How are you not sure?" The questions didn't stop and Onika knew that they weren't until her mother got a full understanding. "B-b-because when d-daddy said we were going out for ice cream that's not where we really went." She spoke the truth only because she was intimidated by her mother glare. "Where did you go?" She questioned. "We went to some guys house and he gave papa money so he could have his way with me." Tears swelled in Onika's eyes as she felt disgusting even talking about it. "Anything else." She said like it didn't faze her.
"Papa did it after." She whispered not wanting to live in this reality anymore. "So theres a possibility that your pregnant by your father...fuck my life!" Carol was fed up with Robert and mostly with the fact that she had to even worry about these types of things. "We're going to get you an abortion come on." She grabbed her daughters arm trying to lead her out of the house. "No mama I want to keep it. Let me go!" She wanted to keep her baby even though it was the outcome of the unmanageable.
"Ok fine keep the bastard but I'm not buying or helping you with a god damn thing that has to do with it !" She yelled and stormed off towards the kitchen.
Flash Back Over
"O-Ok I'll take it." I whimpered coming from under the covers. "Are you crying? I'm so sorry baby I didn't mean to say whatever I said that upset you." She picked me up and rocked me in her arms like I was a baby. "Can you talk to me?" She tried to make me look at her but every time I'd move me head so I didn't have to. "Do we need to go outside?" Finally she gave up on getting me to look at her and I shook my head against her chest.
"Then promise me your gonna be ok." She spoke softly while rubbing my hair around making it messy. "I promise." I whispered not really wanting to talk I just wanted to cuddle and go back to sleep. "You can't go back to sleep baby we got stuff to do." It's like she reads my mind. I huffed in response and she sat me up in her arms. "Baby stop being difficult and remember what I told you, no being a brat today." I hurried a nod so she wouldn't go on to give me a lecture about being a brat.
I took the pills from her and swallowed it down with the water she had given me. "All gone." I opened my mouth so she could know that I really took it. "Good job baby now you need to get dressed and if you hurry up we can maybe stop for ice cream." As soon as I heard the words Ice cream I bolted into her closet where a lot of my clothes now resided. "What do I wear?" I shouted loud enough so Bey could hear me from where she was.
"Something casual." She said back in a normal tone. "Do I have to?" I pouted not really wanting to dress casual. "No you can wear whatever you want baby." She came into her closet and hugged me while making us rock side to side. "I thought you wanted me to hurry up?" Tilting my head to the side. "Going out is not more important then giving my baby kisses and hugs." She kissed my cheek and then my forehead making me blush.
"B-bey?" I was so nervous to ask her what I was about to ask but I couldn't get it off my mind. "Yes baby?" She answered as she laid her head on top of mine. "Do y-you love me?" Sweat started to accumulate in my arm pits and in the palms of my hands. "Of course I love you." The butterfly's in my stomach fluttered. "Ok go ahead and get dressed baby." She tapped my butt and walked off.
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Beyoncé
Kelly's house
I had my hand on Nicki's thigh as was we pulled up and I could feel her shaking indicating that she was nervous and so am I because Kelly is a very envious person so I don't really know how this will go. "Baby calm down." She didn't say anything she just nodded and looked out the window. "It's gonna be ok, I'm gonna be with you the whole time." Trying to get her to calm down was like mowing the lawn with a toy lawnmower. "Ok I- I'm good now." She had finally stopped shaking her leg so I let it go and we got out of the car.
Once we got to the door I rung this door bell and not to long after we heard quick foot step coming in the direction. "Beyyy I missed you so much and you took forever to get here!" She yelled excitedly while hugging me tightly. After the hug was over I pulled Nicki closer to me.
"Who is this?" Kelly asked with attitude in her voice while rolling her eyes.
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A/N
Sorry I made you guys wait so long for this I've been going through a lot these past weeks so I couldn't focus but I'm back and I might have a new book for you guys👀
