I appologise, this is REALLY long and REALLY shit, but it's my first try. And I hope to get better. This one is for bigger girls but I'm sure others can enjoy :)
About: your nervous about your body and Dan shows you how beautiful you are (a bit of smut at the end) mostly fluff
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After being a YouTuber for some time now, you've become really close with a few others. All of you were out for lunch at the local pub when your friend PJ decides that you all needed to go on a holiday together and stay at a nice hostel. He may have had a fair bit to drink but he was dead serious. Two weeks later here you are, taking your suitcase out to the mini bus that you all hired together. You get to the front door and your friend Dan runs up to you (or attempts to run) "I'll carry it for you Y/N" he says with that adorable smirk of his, "thanks Dan" you happily reply. You only see Dan as one of your friends, just as you see the others. He's just a very attractive friend.
You've walked over to the mini bus and dan holds the door open for you, then climbs in after, almost like he's making sure he's the one you are sat next to.
Your about 15 minutes into the drive, you, PJ, Chris and Phil are all loudly (and rather badly) singing along to a song you all love, you're all smiling and having a wonderful time. You turn your head and see the tall, handsome Dan looking down at you with a smile, he's not singing, only watching you. You face him and sing louder with a big smile on your face. Causing him to chuckle. The whole drive there is fun, but you couldn't help noticing the way Dan was looking at you most of the time. You tried to tell yourself he was just looking out the window that was next to your face, although it was clear he was not. But still, there's no possible way he can be attracted to you. He could never be attracted to a fat, ugly girl like yourself.
You arrive at the hotel and all started climbing out of the mini bus. Dan opens the back and hands you your suitcase "heres your suitcase, Madam" he announces with a big grin on his face. "Why thank you sir" you say in your fanciest voice before taking it and quickly walking towards the entrance. You're so excited about seeing the inside of the hotel.
Dan watches you excitedly walking to the door, wheeling your suitcase behind you. While he's in his dreamy state, he's suddenly awoken by a sharp stab in the side, which was Phil's elbow..
"What are you looking at?" He says with a wink, fully aware of exactly what Dan was checking out.
"Oh.. Er... Nothing, just.. Just thinking" Dan replies as he gets his bags and follows you into the hotel.
The inside of the place is absolutely beautiful. Big chandeliers, huge columns, beautiful plants and at the back, massive French doors in which you could see a massive, amazing looking swimming pool.
You wonder around, checking the place out while Phil and PJ are at the front desk getting you room keys. You return to the group after admiring the bottom level and PJ hands you a key.
"Dan and Phil are sharing a room, and Chris and I are sharing another. Y/N you get the choice of which of us you can handle the longest" PJ says with a cute smirk on his face. You laugh and reply "well I guess I'll have to see which room is nicest". You giggle and run off to the elevator. All of the boys then giggle at how excited you are. Once your all inside the elevator, which is the fanciest and biggest one you've ever seen, you feel like you are being watched. And again, there Dan is, looking down at you with a smirk on his face. This time, instead of ignoring it you smile at him,
"What? Do I have something on my face?"
He giggles at your questions
"No no, I was just.. I was just thinking" he says still smiling and looking into your eyes with his big, brown, sparkling globes
"About what" you question, still with an excited smile
"Nothing.. I just"
*Ding* the elevator doors open and without finishing his sentence Dan carries his bags out and begins to walk down the hall.
Both of the rooms PJ arranged are right next to each other, which is good because you know you'll all be drinking a bit.
You decide to wait for bed time before choosing whose room your going to stay in.
You all went to a nice restaurant for dinner. Throughout the night, Dan was being such a gentleman, he pulled out your chair for you, he ordered your drinks and barely took his eyes off you the whole night. The other boys kept looking at the both of you and whispering and giggling, but you chose to ignore it... Because as you said. Dan couldn't like you. Your too fat and unattractive. It's not possible. But at the same time, Dan couldn't keep his eyes off you all day, he was carrying your things, pulling chairs out for you, always right by your side and what seemed like flirting throughout dinner. No, it's not possible.
Once you've all returned to the hotel, PJ comes up with the amazing idea of a late night swim. Everyone gets into their swimmers and run down to the pool. You decide to get ready in one of the rooms Dan and Phil are staying in. Your still searching through your bag when there's a knock at the door
"You ready Y/N?" Dan questions
"No, not yet. You guys go down, I'll be there in a minute"
"You sure love? I don't mind waiting"
Love... Dan hasn't called you that before...
"No it's fine, but thank you"
You hear the front door close and you relax. You pull out your swimmers and shit... You've only brought your bikini. You've always worn a swim top and board shorts over the top, because you hated your body.
You put it on anyway, just to see how terrible it looks. You can hear the boys all laughing and having a grand time down at the pool, but as you stand there, looking at yourself in the mirror, you can't bring yourself to go in front of others like that. You sit on the edge of the bed and rest your elbow on your knees, and place your hands on your face as tears run down.
"They won't notice I'm not there" you whisper to yourself.
About 10 minutes later and tears are still running down your face. *knock knock*
"Y/N?" You hear Dan's concerned voice, but before you have time to reply or cover up the door opens and there's Dan, his hair curled from the water, wearing nothing but a pair of damp shorts.
You look in shock and try your best to cover yourself with the duvet which is tucked in so hard you struggle to cover yourself. Dan looks at your face and see's your tears..
"Shit. Y/N, what's wrong love?" His voice is so soft, he quickly walks over and sits next to you on the bed. Placing his left hand on the middle of your back.
You sniffle and look down, still trying so hard to cover yourself.
"I...I forgot my other swimmers" you answer, sniffling between your words. He gives you a smirk, as if he's entertained by it all.
"What do you mean? What's wrong with the ones your wearing?" He's trying to look around to see your face. You take a deep breath and the tears start coming faster
"Because I'm disgusting, I'm unattractive, and I'm just so fucking fat. I am absolutely disgusting. I cannot go in front of people like this, they will laugh and tell me to cover up! I can't go out like this" your crying worsens and you look at Dan. He is in absolute shock, mouth open and simply looking at you, taking in everything you said. After a minute of thinking he moves closer to you, pulling you closed and embracing you in his long arms.
"Now listen to me Y/N, you are not disgusting at all. I never want to hear you say that again. There is nothing wrong with being a little bit bigger, and in all honesty, you are the most beautiful, gorgeous, amazing girl I have ever lay my eyes upon. To me, you look perfect, and I can promise you, those brilliant idiots out there will not laugh OR tell you to cover up. And anyone who makes you feel this way is an ass. You are beautiful" he kisses your cheek and rests his head on your shoulder. You're shocked at everything he just said. You have no words except for a quiet
"thank you Dan".
You both sit there for a few minutes cuddling on the edge of the bed when you hear a loud Chris yelling out
"HEY LOVE BIRDS! STOP HAVING SEX AND COME TO THE POOL"
Dan looks up to you awkwardly and you both giggle.
"Please come down with me Y/N. I promise I'll stay right next to you"
He stands up reaching out a hand. You think about it for a second and slowly begin to remove the blanket, revealing more of your body. A big smile grows across Dan's face as you take his hand. He helps you up and looks you deep in the eyes. Your both so close, he's still holding your hand and you suddenly forget everything. You both slowly begin leaning towards each other.
"COME ON! I PROMISE ITS SEXIER DOWN HERE!"
You both quickly pull away and look away, Dan awkwardly places his hand on the back of his neck, while gesturing to the front door with the other. You wrap your towel around you, trying to cover as much as possible and you both walk down to the pool. Neither of you talk while you walk, and you're busy thinking. Were we about to kiss? No. Remember Dan doesn't like you. but he called you beautiful and gorgeous. No, he was being nice. He's just a good friend.
You both get to the pool, Dan walking straight over the the pool, ready to climb in, but you stand near the gate. You can't stand the idea of removing that towel and showing your disgusting fat. But before getting in, Dan turns around and walks straight over to you.
"Remember Y/N, you are beautiful"
His hand grabs the corner of your towel and twists it around , taking it off of you. You thank god that no ones looking as you walk right behind Dan in attempt to slightly hide yourself. You get to the edge of the pool and freeze as the others look you. You are terrified. Next thing you know, Dan wraps his long arms around you, and jumps into the pool. Dragging you in with him. Everybody laughs and you actually end up having an amazing time. You felt happy again. In the end, you wait for everyone to get out before you, so that when they are not looking you can run and wrap your towel around you. Once you get back to the rooms, Dan simply throughs a dry, black moth t-shirt on and some track pants. You on the other hand, decide to have a warm shower and wash the long night away. After washing your hair you stand there, letting the warm water run over your body. You're so relaxed you don't hear the clicking of the door opening and next thing you know Dan's opening the shower door. You get shocked and try your hardest to cover yourself with your hands
"DANIEL! what the hell! What are you d-"
Your cut off mid sentence as Dan places his hands on your cheeks and pulls your face to his, your lips crash together and your mind melts. He steps into the shower, still completely clothed in the outfit he only just put on. He pulls you in closer, deepening the kiss. After a minute of kissing he pulls away slowly and looks into your eyes.
"I missed out on doing that earlier and couldn't get it off my mind. I love you Y/N"
You were still in shock of everything that was happening. But in that moment you realised you loved him to.
His lips met yours again and he passionately kissed you, this time his tongue entering your mouth. You completely forgot about how 'disgusting' you were and removed you hands from covering up your body and wrapped your arms around Dans neck. He also wrapped his arms around your waist. After more amazing kissing you could feel dans hardness against you, still covered by his track pants. You never thought it was possible for someone to be turned on by you, but now there's Dan. He lifted his shirt over his head and immediately returned his lips to yours as he pulled down his track pants. He walked forward and pressed you against the cold wall, causing a shiver to run down your body. Dans hands moved down to your ass as he grabbed at it. You were still worried about your body, but all the lust was slowly making you forget. Suddenly Dan begins to lift you but you push his arms away. The kiss stops, and he looks at you in confusion
"I'm too heavy for you to lift up..."
He doesn't say anything but slightly smirks and in one move, steps forward and lifts you up, returning his lips to yours. You were in shock but that didn't matter. Dan leaves wet kisses down your neck and along you shoulder. He reaches one hand beneath you and aligns himself with your core, he slowly lowers you onto him and you dig your nails into his shoulder, you both let out a moan and he slowly pulls you into a rhythm. He picks up the pace as his member hits your spot over and over
"Oh shit, Dan"
You moan his name over and over, as you get closer to orgasm. You dig your nails into his back and he lets out a moan. Even his moans sound sexy.
"Baby.. I.. I'm gonna..."
His thrusts get sloppier and you both reach your highs together. He places you back down and spins the both of you around so that now he is against the wall, he slides down and sits on the floor, bringing you down with him. He pulls you into his chest and you rest your head one his shoulder.
"Wow"
"Wow"
You share another kiss and he gently reminds you
"Y/N, you are so beautiful, inside and out. I love you"
"I love you too"
On thing for sure, after all those moans, there's one terrified Phil outside who's never going to sleep again.
;_; I'm so sorry this is so shit and long. But if you have anything you want to request let me know, I will make it shorter I pwomise and please request so I can get so practice and hopefully get better ;_; this is so shit ahhhhhh
