As much as it hurt, you couldn't allow him to see your pain. You had no where else to go so you decided to pretend that you weren't bothered by him at all. It was going to be hard though.
Once you returned home, which was about 1am, you walked straight through the apartment and lay down in your warm bed. As you drifted to sleep you couldn't get the image of Dan and that girl out of your head. You could honestly feel every piece of your shattered heart as they would fall down to created the sickness that was forming in your stomach.
The next morning came all too quickly, the sun shine fell through your window forcing you to awaken from your slumber. You walked into the kitchen and flicked on the kettle as you began preparing your coffee. You heard shuffling and could feel another presence in the room.
"Y/N?...." Dan asked from behind you in a raspy voice. You instantly wanted to fall to the floor and begin crying but you stuck to your plan and pretend you didn't care.
"Oh, morning Dan" you replied with a small smile as you turned to face the boy that had fooled you.
"Uh... Listen. Y/N. I am so so sorry about last night, I just-"
"Oh no I'm sorry, I should have knocked"
"What...oh, um. No... That's fine..." Confusion took over his face and he stood there in silence as he looked into your eyes.
~~~Dan's POV~~~
Oh god no. She doesn't like me. I have never hated myself this much. I only slept with that girl because I was trying to ignore my feelings for Y/N and now I know she doesn't like me...
"Dan?" Y/N's voice called me out of my own thoughts
"Sorry what?..." I couldn't stop looking into her beautiful eyes. They just drag you further into love with her and I can't stop.
A weak smile was on her face as she repeated what she must have said when I was drowning in my own mind. "I said would you like a coffee?"
"Oh...uh no I'm fine thank you" I could hardly speak. Knowing she didn't love me back was so painful. I have to earn her trust and love... I need to.
~~~Y/N's POV~~~
I had to get everything off my mind. I called up a friend who had asked me on a date a while ago. Excitedly he accepted my request and before I knew it I was getting ready for a date that night.
I put on the nicest dress I had that was slightly revealing and did my hair and makeup.
It was 7pm when there was a knock at the door. I grabbed my purse and keys and ran downstairs, as I got there I saw Dan open the door.
"Uhh. Hi?" Dan asked Sean, confusion coating his voice
"Hi, is Y/N here? I'm picking her up for our date"
Before Dan could answer I walked to to the door
"Hey Sean, I'm ready" I said while trying my hardest to force a convincing smile. "Bye Dan" said before walking out. I saw Dan looking me up and down and if I wasn't mistaken he appeared to be quite shocked. He didn't get a chance to say anything before I had walked out and closed the door.
The dinner was going well except for the fact that I could barely pay attention to anything Sean was saying... My mind was stuck on Dan.
As I took a sip of my champagne I looked out the window while Sean waffled on about some award he won or something. My attention was brought to a tall figure jogging across the street towards the door of the restaurant.
I turned back to Sean when suddenly a shadow took over his face, I looked up to see what was creating the shadow and there he was, swear beading on his forehead.
"Dan what are you-"
"I love you Y/N"
