You and your friends Dan and Phil walked into the party that you'd all been invited to. You don't usually go to parties, I mean... The idea of socialisation is just horrifying. But when Dan said he was going you had to accept. You can't deny having a crush on Dan and the though of spending the night with him is good enough to make you go.
Luckily it wasn't a big party, just a few YouTube friends hanging out.
You sat on the couch as Dan went to get you all drinks from the kitchen.
You smile as you see him walking towards you with drinks in each hand but before he reaches you he is stopped by a girl. You watch as they talk and laugh. You watch as he quickly forgets your there and hands the girl the drink he was getting for you. You suddenly feel sick and regret coming. You look around at all the girls and lose the tiny bit of confidence you had. Everyone's so pretty and then there's you. Everyone always tells you how beautiful you are but you know it's not true. They just say it to be nice.
Why are you this upset? Dan would never like you back. Look at all the gorgeous girls talking to him. You should just do everyone a favour and leave.
And so you do, you gather all of you things and walk quickly to the door. As you walk through all the people you see Dan look up at you, and to be honest you were hoping he would run to you but obviously that's not what happens. This isn't a fairy tale.
Once you get outside it becomes obvious that you can't leave. Dan and Phil are supposed bring you home. So you just sit there in the freezing cold.
After 30 minutes you need to use the bathroom so you move quickly through the crowd. As your making your way there you see Dan sitting on the couch and the girl almost sitting on top of him. Though Dan is talking to Joe Sugg.
At this point everything hits you, your insecurities, your loneliness, the fact that Dan has forgotten about you. And then comes the tears.
You finish in the bathroom and begin walking back to the door to go back out side. Tears still rolling down your face. But just before you get to the door someone grabs onto your arm and you spin around
"Y/N where are you- oh my god what's wrong?" Dan notices your tears halfway through his sentence
"Just leave me alone Dan"
"No, not till you tell me-"
"Shut up! Just go flirt with those girls some more" you didn't see how he reacted to that, you just pushed his hand away from your arm and ran out the door.
You sat back on the ground with your face between your knees. You were only there a few seconds before you heard shuffling and someone sitting next to you.
You shiver in the cold wind and the person puts their arm around you. You look up to see Dan
"I'm sorry for yelling at you Dan"
"It's okay, just please tell me what's wrong Y/N"
"I hate this. I hate all of this."
"You hate what?"
"I hate big crowds of people, I hate being the fat & ugly one, I hate my friends forgetting about me and leaving me to flirt with hot girls."
"Y/N, I never want to here you say that again. I'll have you know that I think you are honestly the most gorgeous, kind and just all up amazing girl here. In fact not just here, anywhere. I most certainly didn't forget about you, I couldn't stop thinking about you, and I wasn't flirting with any girls, yes they were hitting on me but I happen to have a crush on someone else. Someone a lot more beautiful and kind."
You both stared into each others eyes. You were completely shocked by everything Dan had said.
Your thoughts were stopped when you noticed Dan was leaning in closer and closer until his lips were hovering just above yours.
"Who's this girl you have a crush on?" You asked in a quiet voice
"You."
And with that Dan placed his soft warm lips on yours. It was amazing. There were butterflies in you stomach and fireworks in your head. You felt Dan smile into the kiss as he pulled away and left his forehead against yours.
"I am so in love with you, Y/N"
"I love you too, Dan"
He returned his lips to yours and pulled you over so you were sitting on his lap sideways. He wrapped his arms around you and held you as close as he possibly could. Your kiss lasted a while longer and then you just sat there, Dan's arms wrapped around you and your head resting on his chest.
This was the best night of your life.
And it was the best night of Dan's
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