✨ 𝓜𝓲𝔂𝓪 𝓣𝔀𝓲𝓷𝓼 𝓞𝓷𝓮𝓼𝓱𝓸𝓽𝓼 ✨

𝓐𝓵𝓸𝓷𝓮..

"Hey 'Samu!!!" Said the fake-blonde said as he slammed the door opened. But he was met with silence. He sighed softly as he sat down on a chair. "Samu guess what? I got a hundred percent on my test today!" He said enthusiastically. But he got no answer still. "I met up with Omi-Kun today. And we went on a date." He said expecting an answer but got none yet again. He sighed "I know you and Omi don't get along well.. But at least accept him Samu.. You know he won't do anything to hurt me." He said looking at his twin.

He thought back to when they were children and Osamu always saying he wouldn't allow Atsumu to date anyone. And when someone sends Atsumu a love letter at Valentines day he'd tear them apart and tell the person off. Atsumu chuckled as he looked back to Osamu. They had been through a lot. He hoped him and Kiyoomi would get along just enough to keep up a decent conversation and not insulting or screaming curses at each other or being at each others throats. That way when they go on double dates they'd actually enjoy each other. Atsumu took out his phone and texted Suna. Saying he should come and keep him company.

After a good thirty minute wait for the brunette, said brunette arrived at last. They held conversations and just randomly talking about people behind their backs. After a few hours of talking Atsumu ended up having Suna's head on his lap and the fake-blonde playing with Suna's brown locks as they stared at who knows what. Talking about a few things that happened in their group chat. And all the dinging on their phones that they had ignored for the past couple of hours.

Continuing on talking and throwing some questions to Osamu here and there to which they received no answers. They both sighed having no intention of moving from their comfortable position but they were driven off the edge by that annoying beeping that resounded throughout the room every time they fall silent.

Thirty minutes later Suna had to go home and Atsumu was left alone with Osamu again.

"Neh, Samu? Why is it that I always feel alone?" He asked Osamu before continuing "why is it that no matter how many people I have around me, No matter how many friends I have and make.. Why am I alone? Why do I walk and stand alone in this wretched world? And why is it that the only person I had that felt like they were my whole world leave me behind? Why did they stab me in the back? Why are are you slipping away from me like they did?" Atsumu asked as he looked towards Osamu who laid in a bed with tubes stabbed inside him and a beeping monitor.

The monitor being the only thing that guaranteed his brother is still alive. He dreaded the beeping of the monitor. It's continuous beeping was driving him insane. How he wished for it stop.. But it meant his brother would die. Atsumu walked closer to his brother and slowly caressed his face. Suddenly a tear dropped on Osamu's cheek and slowly trickled down to the pillow. After the tear fell Atsumu touched his cheek to find out that he was crying. Question was was:

Why was he crying?

"Huh? Weird.. I don't feel sad.. I hardly feel anything at all.. So why..? Why is it that the tears won't stop?" Atsumu said more to himself than anyone as he continuously wiped his tears just for it to fail since the tears won't stop. Suddenly Atsumu got a call from his mum saying he should go home for the night and visit again tomorrow.

Atsumu grabbed his bag and wiped his remaining tears as he walked towards the door. With one last look to Osamu.. "Why are you in the position that was meant to be mine? Its weird that your in the position that I wanted to be in 'Samu." He said before he walked out and closed the door.

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Atsumu's behavior and how he's feeling and all those things he said are based off me. So if you think I'm weird-- I'm sorry-- AND IM INCREDIBLY SORRY FOR ANOTHER ANGST!!! IK I PROMISED FLUFF AND ALL THAT BUT I COULDN'T RESIST MY URGE TO WRITE IT! I'M STILL INCREDIBLY SORRY!!