Shattered Dreams (Jinkook FF) ✅

09. Birthday

Jk pov

I am on my way to meet him. My Love. It has been 3 months i lose him. Not only him. My baby. Myself. Yes i died the same day when my Jin left me.

I attempted suicide to be near him. But God is cruel. He want me to suffer here all alone. Or maybe He should be Jealous of our love. So i escaped from death even though i don't want it.

I am sure he will be in the safe hands of angels in heaven,waiting for me. He will be watching me from above.

I stopped consuming alcohol. Because my Jinnie don't like it.

I am now living with Yoongi and Jimin. I left my home.

Home.... I can't call it that anymore. It just a building without my Jinnie. It was our dream home. For Us. Me, my Jinnie and our Babies. But now everything is shattered.

I am just living because i am alive. My brother is taking care of buissiness now. I can't lead a life like before.Everyone wants me to move on. But how when his memories are the only thing which keeps me alive.

For these 3 months i didn't come out of my room much. But today it was special.

It is my Jinnie's birthday.

Also today was the day i proposed him to marry me. In his 26th birthday. He said yes without thinking.

He was my everything. My breath. My  soul.

And i lost it now.

I parked my car in the parking lot.

It was snowing. I pulled out the cake and his favorite red roses bouquet. I locked the car and went to him.

In loving memory of
Jeon Seokjin
1993-2021

"Baby, happy birthday to you. How are you? You will be fine in the heaven. Here i brought you your favorite chocolate cake and roses."

I sat beside his grave and put the roses on its top after removing the snow amd dried bouquets in front of it.

I set the cake on its side