Shattered Dreams (Jinkook FF) ✅

07. Papa

"kookie..... Stop. Why are you mad at me. Atleast tell me the reason."Jin ran behind kookie and grabbed his hand. Jk removed his hand from Jinnie.

"You don't know right. I have been waiting for you for 1 hour. What did you do? Flirting with that Soobin senior. Seriously. Out of all the people why he?"He asked angrily.

"What? Yah are you crazy? Jimin forgot his assignment at library. I went to take that. I saw Soobin hyung. We just talked. Moreover i did not ask you to wait for me. I told you to go with yoongi and Jimin. You stayed here on your own. Now you are blaming me. "Jin frowned.

" So its my fault right. Go. Go whereever you want. Do whatever you want" Jk yelled at him and tries to walk away.

"Kookie.. Please stop it. Why you are so angry for this small matter."Jin pouted.

"Small matter. I know that Soobin. He is an international flirt. Didn't you sence the weird stares he gave whenever he saw you. Disgusting" Jk turned back and scrunched his face. But soon it changed seeing Jin smiling at him. A weird smile that he knows something. But he stopped when he caught jk staring at him.

"Yah.. I am worldwide handsome you know. So ofcourse gaining attention is not a matter for me. So don't make it a big deal. Also  Soobin hyung is not my type. So i am not gonna date him. So don't worry" Jealous bunny. Why can't he say that he loves me. Yoongi already told Jimin about his crush on me. . Jimin told me. And i love him too. Then why? Jin thought.

"Then what is it?"

"What?"

"Your type." Its you fool. Jin thought.

"I need one who loves me, cares me with his whole heart. His heart only beats for me. He should be the One who tolerate my talking. One who tolerate my eating. He should love me in my own way. He should be Handsome. Loving. Friendly,Kind, and.......

" And" Jk asked curiously looking at his eyes. Both of them stared for some time.

"Umm... I likes one who have bunny smile." Jin says and ran away from Jk. He was shy.

Jk was stunned. He loves Jinnie. But didn't say to him because he was afraid of rejection. But now. He smiled shyly. He then look at the running figure. Just as he look him,he turned back

" KOOKIE... AREN'T YOU COMING"  He screamed from far. I know he was smiling.

"KOOKIE...."

"COMING...." to you.

Jk pov

I opened my eyes slowly. Sudden brightness caused me to close it again. I blinked for sometimes and tries to open my eyes.

Where am I?

I looked around.

This is not my room. Where am I. I moved my hand only to know that it is connected with iv drip. Is it a hospital. I looked around once again.

My head is throbbing painfully. I tried to get up from the bed. The door opened.

"Kookie, you wake up" It was Jimin.

"why am i here"I asked him still trying to get up. The pain in my head is increasing.

"Kookie please lay down. You fainted because of dehydration. Yoongi brought you here and called me. I know what happened in the trial. Now please lay down. You didn't recovered yet."

"I want to go" I stood up from the bed not hearing Jimin's plead.

The door wide open again. It was him. Jin's Papa.

I looked at him with guilt. I lose the balance and about to fall but Jimin and Papa hold me and make me sit on bed. I looked down. I promised him i will protect jin at any cost. But...

"I will wait outside." Jimin said and give us space.

Silence.

No one knows what to speak.

"I went to your home. But didn't see you there. So i called Jimin and he said you are here"

I didn't say anything.

"I know how you feel son. It breaks my heart too knowing my Jinnie is no more. He was a good kid. His Eomma always says that he is a gift from god. We got him after 6 years of our marriage. Even though we pampered him with everything, he was a kind hearted and a well mannered child. "

Tears starts to flow from his eyes. He wiped it.

" He loved you very much. From  childhood itself he loved you. You were his world. I still remember the day when you proposed him.he was so happy. But we are worried. Worried that whether you hurts his feelings or not. We can't say no to our Jinnie. So we too joined in his happiness" I remember  that day. I proposed him and je replied yes without any delay.

Papa, Yes that's what i call him.Jin doesn't like when i call him Mr. Kim. Papa was smiling, may be thinking about that day. But it soon changed to sadness. He then looked to me

"  when you said you are breaking up with him just because he is going to leave you for his medicine studies in abroad,He cried so much that day. He cried saying that he hurt you. You was angry and sad because of him. He took all the faults even though it is not his. Because He loves you. He says that he will come back after study and be there for you. We didn't believe that then. Because we thought moving away from korea helps him to forgot you. But he was determined. Even we resisted him to meet you. But he came back for you. For the first time in his life he choose you against our wish. That much he loves you"

He wiped the tears and looked at me. I can see his concern for me in his eyes.

"My Jinnie won't be happy seeing you in this condition. He will be watching us from above. Seeing his world crumbled down make him sad. So stop destroying yourself for Jinnie. I know it will be hard for you to move on. But you have to. You are young. There will be so much good things happen to you again. Think about your parents. I know now how much it hurts when we loss our child. "

He tapped my shoulder and get up from the bed where he was sitting.

" We are going back to America. It is difficult for us to be in our house without our Jinnie. His mother is not recovered yet. I have to be strong for her. I can't let her broke down. Jinnie won't forgive me then. We will be leaving tomorrow. See you then. I don't know whether we came back to Korea or not. No one is waiting for us here. "

He sighed and get out of the room.

How could i forgot you Jinnie when it was because of you my heart beats. I wish i can be with you. Bring me with you.

His parents loves him very much. Sometimes i feel Jealous of him because of that.

I lay down on the bed. Thinking about our old memories.

Thoughts

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