Shattered Dreams (Jinkook FF) ✅

13. Past - II

Jin pov

"So you are saying its RedX. But it is a banned drug right?." I nodded to Jimin.

We are doing the dishes after our dinner. He waited in the hospital for me. We both came to my home together because he doesn't want to go to his house.

I try to convince him to go. But he was too stubborn. So i calls Yoongs and told him he is staying here. I can't even say anything more because he hang up the call too fast. He should be busy as always. His workload is one of the problem between him and Jimin.

"Yeah, i think so, he is still unconcious. Moreover the symptoms are quite similar with it even though the drug test shows some variation. I already discussed with Dr. Alex. He too says the same thing. His scanning report is not good too. There is some damage in his cerebellum of his brain. He told me that it should be because of the intake of the drug. Anyway Police is investigating about this. since his identity is unknown police takes his finger print to check it with their database. I guess someone is developing that drug illegally. "

We finished the dish washing and moved to the living room.

" Did you tell Yoongi about this? "

I nodded negatively.

" Its not his department. So no. I didn't tell him. " He nodded and seated on the couch.

" You have night duty from tomorrow right?" Jimin asked me.

"Yeah, Since Kookie is not here, it should be better be in hospital rather than in home alone"

"If you want i can stay here"

"No thanks" I said to him mockingly.

"Why? Its not like i am disturbing your sweet moments with your husband." I was about to answer it but suddenly my phone rings.

I went to pick it which was lying in  the dining table.

It was Kookie. I smiled looking at the phone.

"Seeing your smile i know it must be kookie. It won't end today i guess. So Good night. One more thing don't put the lights on when you enter our room. I don't want any disturbance in my sleep. I have morning duty" He said and went to my room before giving me a flying kiss.

This bitch.

When did it become our room. Its my room. I mean mine and Kookie 's room.

I shaked my head and look at my phone. The call got cut when i was about to pick it.

Shit.

I tried to call him.

"The number you are calling is currently busy. Try again later"

He must be calling me. I waited for sometime.

He calls again for which i attended in the first ring.

"Hello"

"Yah... Where were you? why didn't you pick my call before. You-"

"Calm down kookie. It just one missed call. Why are you making such a tantrum for this"

Other end was silent. I can hear he doing breathing exercises. I asked him to do it when he lost his control. I smiled imagining that.

"Kookie, did you have food"

"Mmm... What about you? Did you have it?"

"Yup. Jimin was here. We both ate and he just went to bed now."

" Ohh... That's why you forget about me. No wonder"

"Seriously kook. Please don't begin it again. You getting Jeaolus because of  my best friend is terrible." I giggled teasing him

"whatever.... I should call yoongs to as pick him from there. Both of you are devils with angelic face. It won't end up in good if both of you are together. "

"Yaaah.... Just come back. I will show you my devilish behaviour. "

"I am waiting to see your angelic behaviour in the bed under me."

"You pervert"

"why? You are my husband. Exclusively for me. Only me"

" Yeah..... I am trapped right. No escape from you. My fate" I say to him dramatically.

"Yup. No escape. You are the one who asked for it"

"And i don't regret that for even a second"

Silence

"I miss you"

"Me too."

"I feel alone without you kook. I want to cuddle with you and sleep. I miss your warmth."

"Just 2 more weaks babe. I will be there"

Tears began to come out from my eyes. Kook can here my sniffles too.

From the time he gone  for his buissiness trip, our calls always end up in tears. That's why we don't want to do video call. Neither of us can hold back the tears

"Babe. Are you crying."

"N-no. I just...." I began to sob. I miss him very much. I want to see him.

"B-babe......please..... don't cry. You know it breaks my heart when you cry." I wiped my tears and nodded. He is sluttering too.

Its really difficult for us to be apart from each other for so long. I waited for him 6 long years before. But now. I can't. I want to see him in every seconds of my life.

To avoid my crying he began to tell me about his day and that sort of matter.

We continued our talk for hours.

Sometime bickering.

Sometimes laughing.

Sometimes crying.......

My only wish is to be with him every moments in my life.

I want to live with him for so many years.

I want to grow old with him together seeing our children and grandchildren.

I want to hold his hand and travel the long journey of  our life.

I wish to be together  with him in death too.

I want to feel his warmth till my last breath.

I want to be with him even if i die

In his heart

As his heartbeat.

Thoughts

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