Shattered Dreams (Jinkook FF) ✅

23. Miss You

3 months later

Jk pov.

"Baby..... How are you?.... Hope you are fine with our little one...... I am still upset with you........ But you know i can't stop coming here and talking to you........ That's the only thing that keeps me sane......... Yoongi is all good now. But he didn't join back the force. I told him everything about your case after he healed completely . He was really upset then. If he knows about anything he should have done something....... I know its my fault.......... If i am not a short tempered guy then you would have told me about this right...... You was afraid that i will do something stupid right.... Yes i am stupid..... I couldn't read your problems then..... I am sorry......."

I put my head over his grave. Tears came out of the eyes.

" There isn't a day where i don't think about you baby. I miss you so much. I was planning move back to our home. That home has the smell of you. The memories of you. "

Yoongi didn't convinced yet about that. He still believes i will do something.

But No.....

I won't......

Because i have something to do now....

I want to ruin the ones who ruined my happiness.

I want to make them suffer like how i suffer now.

I won't leave them....

I won't leave a single soul who responsible for my Jinnie's death.....

We are investigating about that for these two months.

Dr. Alex was our only hope. But he isn't ready to tell anything. He is afraid that something happens to him just like Jin. So he didn't tell much rather than Jimin told us. So We didn't compelled him much.

Yoongi was also investigating about KJ groups and their buissiness. But there overall outcomes is clean. Nothing suspicious for outsiders. So no evidence or any loop holes for an direct investigation....

And the video. We searched all the possible places but no we can't find anything. It has only copy which was with Jin. We even checked our bank locker. But no..... I think it is with them who killed Jin.

And Kim Jong In. He is in abroad now. Don't know where exact. He is out of Korea. That's all.

Now we are trying to find that Namjoon guy. There is a little mysterious part in that. He was planning to escape from hospital two days after that incident. But he escaped the same day as Jin's.......

So maybe someone knows about he came out of coma and maybe that's why everything happened......... But who?........ Someone in hospital or that police guard.

Whoever it is i will make sure they will regret everything do to you.

I breathed heavily and more tears come out of my eyes which fell on his grave.

But I relaxed when a cool breeze embraced me. Its like my Jin is comforting me. My baby.....

I stay there for longer closing my eyes laying on his grave. My one hand on my chest sensing my own heart beat.

I heard some footsteps coming towards me. I opened my eyes and turned back. They are now standing in front of me. I don't know who are they. One among them seen as a nun from the church while the other lady will be of my mother's age.

I stood up from there are looked at them. The other lady was crying. She has red roses in his hand. But I don't see her before.

"Ummmm..... Who are you?" I asked them.

" You don't know us. She was Jin's patient. Because of a surgery she can't be there at his funeral. So we Just came here to......Umm... I know you Mr. Jeon right." She said holding the crying lady.

She must be close to Jin. Jin was a friendly guy. He treat his patients as family members.

That lady came forward and placed the roses besides my bouquet over his grave. She was crying clutching her heart. I turn away from there. It is hurting me too.

"Sorry.... Son....... I.... am.... Sorry for giving birth to a..... monster...... I don't know why........ he do that....... I thought........ he changed..... but No............ . I wish it was me who died by his hands rather than you........ . I am a sinner......... I am a cursed one. You gave.... me a new..... life Where a part of mine...... took your life....... God don't forgive me.....I am at.... the fault.... I should have.....
killed him the moment he born..... "

I turned back hearing her words. What does she mean?

" I talk with that Kim Taehyung. But he didn't spill anything. Ungrateful bitch. Jin was the one who saved his mother from dying. But he.... If guards didn't come i should have killed him then "

I remembered Jimin's words. He went to visit that Taehyung to collect some information regarding the case. But as usual he didn't cooperate. Now i believe he was the one who killed Jin. Because we even offered him money, threatened, and do everything. He didn't say anything. Why?

If she is his mother, then she has no right for came beside Jin.

"A-are you Kim Taehyung 's mother?" i asked for confirmation but i get the answer from her tears.

I clutched my fists to control myself. How dare she came here? I dashed beside her and throwed that flowers she placed on his grave to the ground.

They flinched at my sudden action. The nun came beside the lady holding her.

"OUT..... BOTH OF YOU.... DON'T EVER COME HERE...... YOU DON'T HAVE ANY RIGHT FOR THAT..... YOUR SON..
.. THAT RASCAL RUINED MY EVERYTHING..... NOW YOUR TEARS CAN'T MAKE ME... FORGIVE YOU AND YOUR SON.... I WILL KILL THAT BITCH THE MOMENT HE COME OUT OF THAT REHAB... BE READY TO CRY IN FRONT OF HIS GRAVE.... NOW OUT..... GO..... "I roared at her who was crying her heart out in the hold of the nun.

" Son.... I know..... You are.... right.... I am at fault.... I don't have.... any right to come here......but I am.... sorry.... Sorry for.... everything...... I don't think that.... my son will.... do such a sin..... I am sorry......."

"STOP.... I DON'T WANT TO HEAR ANYTHING..... OUT..... GO.....DON'T MAKE ME DO SOMETHING WHICH I REGRET....... MY JIN WON'T BE HAPPY IF I DO THAT... SO BEFORE I LOST MY PATIENCE..... GO..... " The nun beside her make her move out of his grave. I look at them going and then at my Jin.

In loving memories of
Jeon Seokjin
1993-2021

" No Jin..... I won't forgive anyone who are the reason of your death.... "

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