All I Want (Remus Lupin/reader)

chapter two

You didn't know what to do. You always thought you would have your parents, that they would be there to see you get married and have kids. It felt like there was a hole in your heart. You loved your parents. You were closer to them than anyone else.

Lupin sat down next to you and rubbed your shoulder, "I'm so sorry Y/N." You tried to control your tears but they kept coming. Mr. Weasley spoke again, "I know your parents Y/N. They wouldn't lash out on someone like that. Even if it was Greyback. This is the Ministry's doing. They must be trying to make an example out of your parents, even if they are lying about the circumstances. The Ministry wants all witches and wizards of all blood statuses to know that they are not to be reckoned with." Mr. Weasley shook his head as if he couldn't believe it.

"That must be it," you said after you had stopped crying. You put away your breakfast and went to Ginny's room. You told her what happened and she comforted you in any way she could. Not only was Ginny sorry but she was mad. Mad at what the Ministry had become. "We cannot sit back and let this happen!" Ginny exclaimed. She stood up and started pacing the room, "There must be something we can do."

You sat up and looked at Ginny. You were mad too but you knew there was nothing that could be done. "All that we can do is wait and be safe. I would do anything to put an end to You-Know-Who," you said vehemently.

A while later you went downstairs to eat lunch. When you sat down you noticed everyone's faces looked downcast. Everyone ate quietly until Mrs. Weasley broke the silence, "I'm sorry about your parents dear. They were good people and they didn't deserve to die to the hands of Greyback." You thanked her and spoke to everyone, "Thank you all. This was completely unexpected but I'm glad I'm with you guys. This is a second home to me and I think of all of you as family." Mrs. Weasley smiled at you with tears in her eyes.

"What are you going to do now Y/N?" Ginny asked. Mr. Weasley answered before you could say anything, "I've been thinking about this too. Your home is no longer safe. Death Eaters could show up at any time."

"Well actually," Lupin started, "Y/N could come with me. It's about time I headed off. I don't think it would be wise for me to continue staying here. I'm going to head to a cottage I found and if you would like you can come with me." Lupin raised his eyebrows in question.

You thought for a moment, They're right, I'm a danger to the mission staying here. If I let slip Harry's plans they could get hurt... "Thank you Professor. I think that's a good idea. When are you leaving?"

You know that the time is ticking until Voldemort figures out that Harry is up to something. He could send Death Eaters to wheedle out more information from everyone associated with Harry. You would never purposefully give him up, but you can't protect your mind from Occlumency. Voldemort could easily find you and learn everything. Going with Lupin would make your location unknown and keep Hermione, Harry, and Ron safe.

"I thought I'd leave sometime tomorrow. It would probably be best to go early tomorrow morning." Professor Lupin told you. You would have to pack the few belongings you brought tonight and then tell everyone goodbye. There was no telling when you would see them again. It all depended on Harry, Ron, and Hermione's success. You started feeling emotional again, knowing it could be awhile before you would all be united. After everyone finished eating you went to see Mrs. Weasley.

"Y/N I'm going to miss you around here. I know you'll be secure with Remus. You're very clever so I don't doubt you two will be alright." Mrs. Weasley said before kissing your forehead. She patted your arm and smiled. You could tell it hurt her to have to separate from another one of you, even if you weren't her child. You noticed Ginny had gone outside so you went there next. She was messing around with her broom when you approached.

"Want to play?" she asked, holding out a spare broom to you. You took it and soared into the air. You were never on the Quidditch team at Hogwarts but you enjoyed playing when you got the chance. You guys went back and forth speeding by on your brooms trying to catch the most outlandish throws. You always had fun when you were with Ginny.

After a few hours she slowed to a stop on the ground next to you to get off her broom. "Be careful out there. And keep Lupin company, it'll be good for him." she laughed and pulled you into a hug. "I think we'll be fine," you both laughed. Ginny didn't know Harry's plans but you told her that you were backup. She understood the importance of you being hidden. "I know you're not leaving yet but still. It's going to be dull without you here." You scoffed, "Of course. I'm the life of the party." You weren't the most outgoing person but around the right people you flourished.

You both headed inside were Mrs. Weasley was putting dinner on the table. You noticed a bottle of firewhiskey on the table and you raised your eyebrows. "A little farewell to you and Remus," Molly grinned. Everyone sat down while Arthur poured everyone but Ginny a glass. "What about me?" she said, irritated. "You are too young," Arthur replied. You picked up your glass and sniffed it. It was emitting a strong odor. You took a swig and sputtered. Lupin chuckled across the table at you, "I suggest going slow at first." You all ate, reminiscing in old memories and basking in each other's company.

Lupin stood, "This was lovely Molly. I really do appreciate it." He looked at everyone and smiled, his eyes lingering on yours. You all dispersed to your rooms for the night. Ginny helped you pack until there was a knock on the door. "I hope I'm not interrupting," Mrs. Weasley said. She had a few containers in her arms and she laid them on your bed. "I wanted to give you a little something sweet to eat while you're gone." You opened the nearest container and saw homemade chocolate bars.

"Thank you Mrs. Weasley, you're the best," you said, reaching to embrace her. "I know how much you and Remus both like your chocolate. Just a little something to remind you of home." You thanked her once more and she left.

"She thinks of you as her second daughter ya know?" Ginny said. "I think of her as a second mother. You are all so caring. It must run in your family," you sighed. You were going to miss this.

After you finished packing you went to the room Lupin was staying in, which was Fred and George's. "Professor Lupin can I come in?" you said, standing outside the door. "Of course," he said, opening it. He smiled and ushered you in. "You can call me Remus if you'd like Y/N."

"Okay then Remus," you laughed. He smiled and sat down on the nearest bed. You sat down on a chair next to the bed, your body facing Lupins. "Mrs. Weasley gave me some chocolate for us to eat at the cottage," you said. He nodded, a slight smile on his face. "Oh, that's delightful. I do love chocolate."

You sat in comfortable silence for a moment, looking at each other. "Are you done packing?" you asked. "Ah, yes. I had been planning to leave since this morning. I know it was short notice for you but I think you will be better suited in an unknown location. The cottage isn't much so I hope you don't mind. What it lacks in space it makes up for in coziness," he said optimistically. "I'm sure it will be adequate," you smirked.

"I do believe we should both be getting to sleep about now. I'll see you in the morning, Y/N," Lupin said. You were sure you heard his voice change when he said your name but you shrugged it off and told him goodnight. You went back to Ginny's bedroom and drifted to sleep.

AUTHOR'S NOTE////

I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter!! It's about the same length as the last chapter but I think most of the chapter will stay around 1,500 words. Have a good day! I love you guys! If anything's wrong or you guys have any ideas let me know!