Lightning *Fred Weasley Love Part 2*

End Game Part 39

  "What is my favorite color?" I asked jokingly

  "It's always been red" he said smiling

Red
The color of blood

I felt my heart start to beat faster and my body started to tremble

Fred noticed it and took his hands from my hair to cup my face
  "Electra are you ok?"

Blood
There was so much blood

I pushed off of Fred
My mind started to pound in my skull and then I felt lightheaded
My breathing became erratic and I started to cry
What's happening why is this happening

  "Electra..?" Fred swam closer to me but I swam backwards away from him

  "Dont" I said putting my hand in front of me "please stay back" I begged through my tears

  "let me help you...please...what did I say?" He looked so hurt but I didn't know how to answer him
I was confused by my own mind too

I swam out of the sea and sat down on the sand far away from the ocean
I looked down at my shorts
Red

Fred came up to me but kept a healthy distance to not scare me
  "Electra...does that color trigger you now?" He asked so gently

  "I t-think it d-d-does" I said through tears and my trembling body

  "Can I hold you?" He put his hands out for me to go into but I couldn't
I shook my head

  "Please leave me alone" I begged again "I want to be alone"

Fred didn't move he stayed in front of me
  "Please don't shut me out, let me help you"

  "What if you can't help me...? What if this is who I am now?" I said shaking "what if I'm never the girl you fell in love with again?!" I yelled the last part but he didn't move. Still he stayed

  "You will always be the girl I fell in love with, you are you. No matter if you have your memories or not, I want to help you feel better...I want to be here for you through this please let me help"

I saw someone walking towards us through the corner of my eye and I panicked
I got up from my spot and looked at Fred who got up with me

  "Lupin please not right now" Fred begged of the newcomer I didn't recognize

  "Electra what is happening? I got a Patronus from Bill saying I was needed here right away" he began walking towards me but I backed up

  "Leave me alone" I said panicked "don't come near me"

The newcomer backed off slightly when Fred put himself between us
  "please go inside Bill will explain everything"

The male nodded and walked towards the cottage, leaving us alone again
I fell to the ground onto my bottom and then onto my back, trying to breath normally again

Fred turned to me and held my hand tightly
  "You are ok. I promise I won't let anyone harm you. I promise you no one here wants to harm you. You are safe. Breathe deeply in" he instructed

So I did

  "And now out slowly"

I did that as well
I did it to the count of 10 and then closed my eyes
My head was throbbing
  "Fred why does my head hurt so bad?" I put my hands on front of my eyes

He put his hand behind my head gently and inspected it
  "I don't know Love, it's possible you are in pain still from yesterday. I can make you a potion to help?"

I took my hands away and saw him sitting next to me holding my head
  "Love? I thought my name was Electra?"

His eyes looked towards the cottage where a few people now gathered outside
  "You are Electra, I've called you Love for a while now...I'm sorry if it confused you I won't do it again"

I started to push myself off the sand and Fred helped me up
  "I like it though"

We walked together towards the cottage
Fred reassured me that I didn't need to talk to anyone and he would do the talking for me.

When we got there a few people gathered in front of us but Fred kept his word and made sure I was comfortable with the crowd

"How are you feeling?" The female from earlier asked

I looked to Fred
"She's anxious and doesn't remember anything still"

"Do you mind if we talk?" the male from earlier asked me

"I don't know" I said nervously

Fred pushed me behind him
"Let her relax for the day she deserves it" he demanded

"Fred you know why this is important" he said

"Why is it important?" I asked Fred

His jaw tightened
"Who's involved in this discussion? Too many people will make her nervous"

"Just me, Electra I am Remus Lupin. I was your dad's good friend and your teacher at one point. We had a good relationship...can we talk? Fred will be there"

"My head is throbbing" I said as a response "can I sleep first?"

"Can we meet in an hour?"

I nodded my head

"We're going to go nap, we will see you in an hour Lupin" Fred said pulling me from behind him and walking with me up the stairs and into a bedroom unlike the one I was in before

Inside the room Kreacher, my house elf apparently, was knitting still
When we entered he jumped up and bowed

"Mistress Electra Kreacher has made another sock for you" he handed me the other to the one I was currently wearing
Fred used a drying spell on us after I calmed down from my trigger, so the sock was dry again too

"Thank you so much" I put the new sock on my other foot "it fits well and is very warm"

Kreacher smiled
"Kreacher is now making Mistress a new scarf. Kreacher made sure to not use a certain color" he picked up a part of the scarf and so far it had every color he owned...except red

"Kreacher you are very thoughtful thank you"

He bowed to me again and went back to knitting

"Kreacher, Electra's head hurts so we are going to take a nap will you wake us in an hour?" Fred asked

He nodded his head
"Kreacher will wake Mistress and Master up in one hour"

Fred went to the closest and inside had a suitcase filled with clothes
He passed me a new pair of shorts to wear, they were white and a crop top to sleep in
He slept shirtless but with a pair of boxers

"Is this ok?" He asked after he got undressed
I nodded my head

I started to take off my clothes, and I noticed Fred turned away to look at the door
"What are you doing?"

"Giving you privacy" he said

"Oh"
Why did that disappoint me

I changed into my new outfit and crawled into bed
Fred sat in the chair on the opposite side of the bed and rested his head on the spot next to where I laid

"You aren't going to sleep in the bed?"

"I didn't think you would want me to" he said sadly

I opened up the blanket
"Please come lay with me, I feel safer when you are next to me"

He smiled and then crawled into bed with me

I laid my head on his chest and he played in my short dark hair until my mind went quiet and I was able to rest my throbbing pain away