~ 𝓘 𝓙𝓾𝓼𝓽 𝓦𝓪𝓷𝓽 𝓨𝓸𝓾 ~ 𝕶𝖆𝖌𝖊𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖆 𝖋𝖆𝖓𝖋𝖎𝖈

9: Move on?

Hinata's POV

I lay down on my bed remembering what just happened today. After that incident, me and Kageyama avoided each other as much as possible. We didn't walk home together like how we used to. Wait, everyone in the gym saw what happened! Everyone is going to think i'm a cry baby! :'(

While sulking, I heard a ring beside me. I check and see my phone ringing

Suga is calling...

I answered and I hear Suga's voice.

"Hey Hinata! So wanna talk about your feelings?"

"Uh yeah." I felt nervous. I mean, how do i explain how i fell in love with my friend, but found out he likes another person. And so I gave him advice and feedback about his crush (even though i have 0% any experience on love). Then figured out his crush is a fake nice girl who selfishly wants Kageyama's attention and knows that I like him and she uses that as blackmail? And lastly, everytime Kageyama talks or insults me I start to break?!

"Umm well, everytime I'm around Kageyama, i feel nervous, but jealous and sad, because I know he is inlove with another person... And at one point, Kageyama introduced me to his now girlfriend Erika, who was known to be the prettiest and nicest girl, but is actually a fake who wants Kageyama's attention whenever she gets the chance. And she once told me to make Kageyama quit Volleyball, because she wants to spend more time with Kageyama and she knows that I like him. So she uses that fact against me and says if I do anything to Kageyama that would get in the way between them, she would end our friendship. Now I live in constant fear that our friendship might be ruined or having to fake a smile and hide my true feelings for Kageyama."

Wow i alreay feel a little better getting that all off my chest!

"Wow Hinata, I can't believe you had to experience all of that in the span of a few months..." Suga apologizes. "And Kageyama's gf sounds like a real brat to me. I can't believe she would do that to you. And Hinata, I do have some advice for you. You should move on. Forget about your love for Kageyama. Right now, having a crush on Kageyama isn't good for your mental health. You should also try to be in good terms with Kageyama. You 2 need to communicate better."

"Yeah, heh"

"Well, sorry for what you've been through, you should get some sleep, forget about all your problems for one night." Suga reassures me." *yawns* I want to sleep, goodnight Hinata!"

"Goodnight Suga." I hung up and put my phone on my desk.

Should I move on? I mean, I should! Kageyama is really taking a toll on my mental heath and that's not good for me, right? But being with Kageyama makes me happy. Half of my favourite memories in highschool were with Kageyama... Why is this so hard to decide! I just need to sleep and forget about everything that just happened today.

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Kageyama's POV

I could tell it was awkward between me and Hinata. We can't even look at each other. I mean, I can't blame him, I was a real idiot acting like that towards Hinata...

"CAN YOU STOP TALKING ABOUT HER ALL THE TIME!"

Hinata's words keep playing in my head. Well for the past weeks i've just been talking about my girlfriend, so of course he's tired of hearing me talk about her. Maybe he wants a girlfriend?

That must be the answer! I've kept reminding him about my love life, that Hinata must've felt lonely and wanted a girlfriend of his own.

I'm going to try and help Hinata get a Girlfriend?