Living With Them(Mindless Behavior Story)

Chapter21-Feelings Again

Mariah POV

Me: I was rapped

Ale: wh-gco

I soon woke up in a screaming panick. I felt my body for any scratches.....I was normal.

It was all a dream. It felt so f*cking real....I knew what Ale was as thinking & everything. I looked around, I was in my room. I said a prayer, thanking God it was just a dream.

I got up & went to Ale's room.

Me: is Prince & Sal back yet

Ale: they just got back.....I think Sal knows that Prince was acting

Me: oh, I just had the craziest dream

Ale: what was it about.....

I settled down to tell her all about the dream.

Prodigy POV

I walked into Laya's room.

Me: hey

Lay: hi

I sat on her bed. Don't even let y'all minds start to wonder. It's just that Laya & Aleya are my closest friends in Lyrical. We so tight, & close.

Me: what ya thinking bout

Lay: Roc

Me: don't tell me your still on this subject

Lay: I can't help it

Me: why did you get back together with him if you were still gonna think about this

Lay: Prod, don't ask me that

Me: well, you need to stop thinking about that ish

Lay: I can't just stop thinking about it...Prod, he cheated & we hadn't even been dating a week..... & he slept with his babymama.....

Me: I'm not saying what he did was right, because it was totally wrong...but Roc is my boy....& everybody makes mistakes

Lay: but he didn't even tell me bout his kid......he could've told me

Me: the only people who knew was his family, & Mb.....he didn't tell anyone else he had kid.....so you shouldn't feel bad at all

Lay: true......I just.....

Me: do you like Jr

Lay: yea, he so cute......

Me: good, cuz if Chels think you don't like her or her baby.....you gonna have problems with her, & eventually have problems with Roc

Lay: I love Chels.....she's my role model......I just don't like the fact she had a baby by him.....I was happy when I found out she had a kid, even if it was at a young age....but now that I know who the dad is......

Me: Lay.....all that shouldn't matter, what matter's is what your heart tells you

Laya POV

That's what I love Prod. He always knows the words to make me feel better. He speaks the truth, even if it hurts sometimes.

Me: thanks Prod.....I needed this convo

Prod: you're always welcome

Me: wanna go get some pizza

Prod: only if we add chicken wings

Me: haha, you a mess....come on

With that we left.

Salina pov

I walked outside & just stared at the sky. Then I heard a voice. I looked back & saw Prince.

Me: oh, hey

Prince: we need to talk....we haven't had a real discussion about the baby

Me: well, lets talk

He closed the door to the back patio & sat next to me in another chair.

Prince: are you actually keeping it

Me: yes

Prince: ok, what about telling our family

Me: I already told my mom, when I went to see her 2 days ago

My dad died a year ago, so it's just me & my mama because I'm the only child

Prince: well, to you wanna come with me when I tell my mom tomorrow....

Me: actually, I meant to tell you that I have a appointment.....for the baby tomorrow at 11: 25 a.m.

Prince: ok, we can go after

Me: Prince, you know I don't wanna talk to you at all......but thank you for the effort to talk to me I guess

Prince: the only reason your talking to me now is because off the baby

Me: yep......& I'm sorry for getting pregnant

Prince: no, I'm sorry for getting you pregnant, & not wrapping it up

Me: well, I'm done talking to you for to day.........I'm gonna go figure somethings out

I got up & went to my room. I picked up my iPod & played the song 'Escape', by Megan Nicole. I laid my head back on my pillow.

I'm pregnant. I'm taking online college classes. I'm a dancer.I'm pregnant.

How am I gonna do my career with a baby?! How will I finish school?! I'm still shockedhat I'm even pregnant!

Then I started watching 'The Pregnancy Project' on Netflix. The girl in that movie is right. A baby shouldn't define me. It shouldn't define what I do with my life or how people treat me. I can still accomplish my dreams & be a mom.

Then my mind drifted to Prince. I want him..... but he was wrong. I forgive him, but I don't know what type of relationship I want to give us. I guess I'll just let this all play out & see what happens.