When the Girl Gives Up

She'll not try to catch your attention

This is somewhat irritating. Not trying to catch the attention? Nah! My bad. I always wanted to catch his attention. Especially with the Group Message thingy. I always put something that he might get scared. Like "Thanks Ryan for the dinner," or "Gosh! I enjoyed your company Dave." But it's actually a LIE.

That was before. Before my eyes weren't open yet. Before my heart wasn't sentenced for his cruelties. Before I was dumb FOOL. Before I didn't know what Playing Love Game is.

Now, he's after me. I'm super pretty. And I don't care if you won't agree. Hahaha. Joke. I'm not pretty , ok. Gee! But he's insane. Super insane to the point that he wanna give up his life for me to just come back. Yea. We broke up. MANY TIMES. But we ended up together again. Hahahaha. That's when I don't know the words GIVE UP yet.

* flashback*

Me: Are you not gonna text me this time? I thought it's your free time? Oh so well. Or so I thought.

Boyfie: Sorry love, I'm super busy with these school stuffs. Can you please understand?

Me: Oh sure. That's my role, right? Thanks. At least I now have time for my suitors.

Boyfie: What do you mean? You're so much of a meanie. Tsk.

Me: Yah right. I am. :) oh, before I'll lose my mind, I'm breaking up on you.

Boyfie: What? You're crazy. Tell me it's a joke.

Me: No it's not. I'm breaking up. I've been through a lot. You don't have time for me. And what? You're just playing with that online games and more. Yes, you don't have someone to flirt but it's just the same. I'm so full of this thing, John. Can't really face the fact that you've changed a lot! It's been 4 months that we're not in good terms. So I guess, this is the time to stop. Please let me go. Thanks for everything.

*End*

See? That's the time when I decided to bump my own head in the wall. It hurts but I have to do it. Reality awakens me that very point of time.

You might say I'm cruel but goodness, it's for my heart's sake. It happened so many times. I warned him but thing is he didn't do anything. Now it's his time to tame me, run after me, and give his best to win me back.

I decided to cry after that. Cry really hard. But I promised it would be the last cry for him. I hope I can do such thing.

He keeps on calling me. See? When I decided to break him up, he keeps the communication but when we were in a relationship, he didn't do it. Tsk. Irony of life.

John: Babe, can we talk?

Me: We're talking already I guess.

John: Don't be rude.

Me: Am I? Hahaha. What else do you want to say?

John: Let's try to fix this.

Me: Fix what?

John: This. I mean, our relationship.

Me: Please, it's all done. I've done enough. And oh, I'm so pre-occupied this time. Please let me do my works first. I'm not interested in fixing broken relationships now.

*OFF*

Gotcha! Instead of saying "Sorry babe. It's all my fault. I should have considered your stand. Ok, let's fix this up." , I've said the lines that would make him really face the fact that it's done. Done. Done. Done. :) :) and Stand on your ground, girls! When you say it's done, IT'S DONE! No more turning back. You've done your part. Be proud! :) it's just a test for you. He might say, "I can tame this girl so fast. I know he loves me so much." So, slap his face real hard with the realization. :) Not all girls can be played by men. Take note, you're not a toy. You have a brain to use. Don't waste the genes given by your parents. You are smart enough to decide. Be matured and face your challenge. Your challenge is to control, operate, or manipulate your own self, not that they (men) do these things on you! :) I hope you're now being reminded.

P.S.
Unedited.
Don't have time to do such. Thanks.