When the Girl Gives Up

She will flirt and talk to other guys

I'm so ok with my life now.

It's nice being single again.

I missed this feeling.

Single. So amazing.

And because I'm no longer attached to any guys in the world, I'll start making Love Games. 😊

I know John's not fully moved on.

I can feel it. With his personal messages. With his posts.

I don't know if Mich knew it. Well, I don't care.

One time he's drank.
I'm shocked he called.

I answered it because it's been a long time. I just wanna let him feel free to text and call. Like what I've said to him, I can still be a friend.

Me: Oh hey! You called.

John: *sob*
(He didn't talk. He just cried. I felt bad about it.)

Me: Hey! What's wrong?? Is it because of Mitch?
(Still no answer from him)
John, it's ok. If it didn't work, maybe you deserve someone else. Or if it's just a little fight, talk to her. If it's about your studies, c'mon kick your grade's ass. You can do better. If it's about your family, pray. Ok? That's it. Pray. So, you wanna talk now?

John: I want you.
I need you. *sob* please come back to me.

*off*

I was the one who turned the phone off. Gosh, what has gotten into him? It's like wait!!! Did he really say those words?

Maybe he thought it's Mich he's talking to.

Right. It's Mitch.

He didn't say Jes, right?

Right. So, it's Mitch.

I texted him after that thought.

Me: Hey John, c'mon. You were talking to me. You thought it's Mitch , right? You've called the wrong number. Sorry I cut it off. My battery got empty. Call Mitch. Maybe he can help you with that.

I lied with the battery thingy. Sorry, dunno what to say. I got out of reasons.

5mins. Later

Jes, dress up. We'll attend a party. Get your lazy butt up. I know you're just lying down there. I can feel that.

I received a text from Cheska, a friend, that says we'll attend a party.

I was like "whose party are we attending?".

I don't know anyone who's having a party this day. Or I forgot about hanging around with my friends? Haha.

I guess it's time to rock. 😊

*in the party*

️Cheska: Hi Jes. It's been a long time.

Me: Yah. I'm sorry. I was just pre-occupied.

️Cheska: I heard you and -----

Me: John? Yea. We're not together anymore.

️Cheska: Good. You can really read minds, can't you? Wait. I'll just go somewhere and get us our wine. Is that cool?

Me: Cool. Thanks anyways.

️Cheska: Don't mention it.

Well, she's still a nice friend I could ever have. How could I forget that girl?
We've been together for 5 years. Yes. Since college. Actually we're Five in a group.

️Cheska, Maureen, Dona, Carl, and I.

We bonded since we're college.

I missed them so much.