When the Girl Gives Up

She will no longer get jealous

After a month of having closure, I received a text from him.

Not a group message but a personal message.

From him.

To me.

John: Hi Jes. Doing fine? I hope so. You're not communicating anymore. I thought we can still be friends. What happened to you after the closure? Didn't hear anything about you. I just want to know if you're ok or what. Good day!

The heck with him! Ugh! Just wanna know if I'm ok or what??? So he's expecting me to be what? To cry all by myself until I die? Gosh. I don't get him. He pisses me with that.

Another message from him. Personal message, if I may add.

John: Jes, I'm dating Mich again. Is that cool?

There and then, I texted him back.

Me: Yea sure. That sounds so cool. Keep it up. Enjoy! 😊

That's it! I touched my heart.

I'm done with him.

I didn't feel anything.

I'm so numb.

I can't feel anything.

I didn't cry.

I didn't react.

I didn't freak out.

There I know that I'm better now.

I'm not jealous.

I can't feel jealousy now.

John: She's sweeter now that it's the second time. I actually didn't court her. It's just that it's a deal.

Me: Shoot! Just like ours before. Haha. It started as a deal.

John: You still remember.😊

Me: Of course! I'm not that old, ya'know.

John: What if we'll not work it out?

Me:At least you tried. Just be loyal to her.

John: You're not jealous?

Me: should I be jealous?

John: Perhaps.

Me: And why should I?

John: Because I'm trying to be happy with her? Because it's not you I'm doing these things now?

Me: Haha. Thanks for making me laugh, John. You're actually VERY WRONG. I'm not jealous. And you are so full of yourself. Yuck! Who are you anyways? You're just John. Haha. Just John!

He didn't reply after that. I don't fucking know if he got out of load or just degraded by what I've told him. Don't care if he's hurt. It's just that he's so full of himself. That's bad about him.

What? He thinks he's the only guy in the world? That all of the girls gone bad because of him? That he's the king of all men species? That he's like Adonis?

He's way too far!!!!

He boasted a lot!!! That asshole!!!!

Sorry. I'm just carried away by my emotions.

It's just that I hate guys who boasts about what they've done. About who they are. Know what? It's irritating.

I opened my FB account. I forgot about opening it for a moment.

Well, I've seen photos of them on FB.
They were happy. And I'm happy for them.

Really. I'm happy that they both found their happiness.

Maybe they were meant to be with each other.
After all.

They broke up then they stayed on each other now.
Fairytale story, isn't is?

I wish my story will be like that. Fairytale. 😊

I shut my eyes after seeing all the photos.

I held my heart.

I opened my eyes again with a smile.

I smiled.

Eventually, I'm healed.

I'm happy.

I'm no longer jealous.

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Nothing more to say. It's just like that.

Try to understand. Thanks guys! 😘