When the Girl Gives Up

She will no longer care if you care or not

This chapter's the longest chapter I'll ever make. I promise. Enjoy reading!
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I can't believe I said yes to Justine.

Yes for a date.

Another date. Oh wait. This will be the first date, I must say. The other one was just knowing each other like what Justine termed it.

I really loosening myself now ha!

I unlocked my phone. Typed a message to be sent to everyone. Haha
I missed having this group message thingy.

Hey Everyone! I'm glad I'm back to my old self. I'm actually happier now. So this is what they called loosening up. This is life. The stressed-free life I could say.
How are yah all doing out there?
#Date#later#Justine#happy

Same text I posted on FB and Instagram. Of course with the selfie. I'm a selfie queen if I may add.

I went to shower after that.

I changed clothes. I was even undecided on what to wear up until I received Justine's text saying he's on his way to our house.

"Ugh! I hate this. I suck!" I shouted.

"What happened, sweety?" My mom shouted back.

Sorry. We're really like this. It's as if our house is a mansion. We're just used to that. We can't live a day without shouting.

When I didn't answer her, she went inside my room.

"Hey, what happened?" She asked with a worried voice.

"I just can't find something to wear, ma. I mean something nice to wear."

"Hmmm. Is it John? OMG! You're having a date with him again? You're on again?"

(My family really likes John. Can't blame them. They thought it's us forever. They even wanted us to marry each other sooner. As in right after John's graduation.)

"Ma, move on! It's not him. I'm dating another guy, ok? He's Justine. He'll be here in no time and I can't decide what to wear."

"Baby, just be yourself. Ok? You know that's your asset. Your simple. And it's the awesome fact about you."

"Ma, can you be nice to Justine?"

"Sure. But don't expect me to like him that easily. You know I still like John. It's still him in here." She said, pointing on her heart. Really Ma? As if you're the one who's in a relationship with him. I just laughed about it.

I'm happy I have a mother like my Mama. She's just there for me whenever I need to. She's the bestest best friend I ever have.

Ops! Maybe you're asking out there why John is not yet graduated. He took up Engineering that's why I graduated first. We're of the same age if I may add.

I heard three knocks on my door.

I was shocked then.

Who in the world would knock on my door?

It's the first time ever.

If it's my mom and any other member of the family, they will just get inside.

Yes. No privacy at all. I know that. That's how weird my family is.

Whenever it's a friend, who on Earth would be here this time? And my friends also don't believe in the word privacy.

Could it be Justine? I smiled at the thought.

Wait. Mama allowed him to come inside? That's new. As far as I know, John is the only boy who's allowed to come inside my room.