Childhood friends? Friends? Neighbors. Only.

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Alex's pov.

Present time.

I was going back to LA. For some reason I feel nervous. Not because I'm scared of planes. It also isn't because I miss the house.

It's because I'm nervous to see Valorie.

I know I'm not supposed to feel nervous but I just can't help it.

What I did to her was horrible. I should've told her or tried. Literally try anything. But I didn't.

And that makes the situation worse.

We were going to the airport tomorrow so I have free time today.

I wonder if she's streaming. I open twitch and she was. She was streaming.

She was trying to speedrun Minecraft. She looked, matured? Yes, she definitely matured.

During those 5 months I haven't looked at her account, well I was blocked so technically I couldn't. But for some reason she didn't block me on twitch.

She started killing blazes when I joined. I could see chat spamming my now trending hashtag. I could see she was uncomfortable.

I couldn't blame chat cause we never told them about us, about our situation. All they knew was that we were childhood friends.

I was still watching her after 30 minutes. I mean, she was beautiful. I saw all the magazines she was featured in and she really hit her highest peak.

Well ever since I left.

But she was amazing. Starting a goddamn company at 19 years old? And streaming at the same time? I really looked up to her. And the fact I used to call her mine is mind blowing.

She was now in the end. She was shooting all the end crystals using her bow. She didn't miss a single one.

In the end she beated the dragon and entered the portal.

I feel like I'm a creep. I mean, I'm watching her stream admiring her face, her laugh, her humor, I was admiring every single thing about her.

And to think in a few days I might see her face to face was amazing. But the thing is, she probably hates me.

Valorie's Pov:

I can see Alex's username in the chat list. Why is he here? He never tried in our relationship so why is he watching my stream.

I decided not to mention it and ignore it for the rest of the stream. I got into the end and he was still there.

"What are you doing here? You creep" I muttered under my breath but it looked like it didn't work.

Chat instantly spammed. Like 'WHOS THE CREEP?' And 'WHAT CREEP??'.

"GUYS CHILL CHILL I WAS TALLKING ABOUT THE ENDERMAN!" I said as I started hitting the enderman who spawned right in front of me.

I hope Alex knows that it was meant for him.

After a few minutes I started saying goodbye to stream. He was still there.

"goodbye stream I hope you all have a nice day and stay safe!" I waved my hands in-front of the camera.

He stayed till the very end of the stream. Why?