You're Not Alone
(A Kendall Story)
Chapter 23
Your P.O.V.
Did Kendall really just kick me out? Yes, I did lie to him... but it was only out of fright. I was so scared to tell him what Carlos said, I paniced and just said whatever came out of my mouth. I started walking downtown, I couldn't go home because of what happned last night and I had absolutely no friends to go stay with. Kendall was my one and only... and I lost him. If you've lived in California your whole life like I have, you know that walking downtown by yourself when the sun is setting is NO good.
I made the mistake of walking down "Dirt Bad Alley" which lived up to it's name. All there was down there was dirt bags of course looking to get some. I felt so uncomfortable that I practically held myself, this is when I needed Kendall the most. Men whistled everytime I made a sudden move, which made me feel sick to my stomach... I felt like I was a dog. Finally I was almost at the end of the alley when a tall man with dark hair stopped me & told me to follow him.
"Get off of me" I yelled when he started grabbing my wrist.
"Shut up. Stay quiet and you won't get hurt" He shouted putting his hand over my mouth.
I shook out of it grip and replied "Isn't that what every man says before he kills a girl".
"Listen bitch, I told you to stay quiet. Now if you really want to die... keep talking"
We reached this run down building that smelt like old people and cigerettes. When we got to the top of it, he opened the door and I see a mattress on the floor with candles lit all over the place... he must have been planning this to happen tonight.
"Lay down" He commanded.
"What? Why... I really need to leave" I replied.
"I TOLD YOU TO LAY DOWN, AND IF YOU DON'T... I'M GOING TO KILL YOU" The man screamed in my face, leaving spit on my forehead.
"Alright... just please don't hurt me" I cried.
"SHUT UP"
He started taking my clothes off, and kissing me all over. I couldn;t believe it... he was really about to rape me. I started bawling my eyes out at the thought of it. Sex was supposed to be romantic and special with the one you truly loved, like it was with Kendall. But this was totally different, he was hurting me. He forced me to do things Kendall never would have thought of, neither would I. He left bruises all over my face and neck... and even left me with a black eye. After 20 minutes of torture and pain he finally let me go, and told me if mentioned this to anyone he would kill me, which frightened me to death... literally.
I left the building crying wanting to be wrapped in Kendall's arms with us just laying there, happy again. I felt the urge to call him and ask him to come get me, but I knew he wouldn't answer or if he did... he wouldn't even let me speak. After walking for about 45 minutes I started to feel a little light headed and felt like I was about to faint. I noticed that there was a hospital right across the street so I decided to go. When I went to the front desk, I literally dropped and everything went blank.
To Be Continued...
