𝚆𝚑𝚘 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞? (𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚜𝚘 𝚡 𝚔𝚊𝚖𝚒𝚖𝚊𝚛𝚒)

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𝚆𝚑𝚘 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞?
𝚂𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚜𝚘 𝚡 𝙺𝚊𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚊𝚛𝚒

𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝟷𝟿

𝙰𝚒𝚣𝚊𝚠𝚊'𝚜 𝙿𝙾𝚅

I had to talk to Shinso and Mekisa today about moving,it wasn't gonna be easy. I was up all night looking for a new place that would be good for all of us,not too far away from Kami's house and not too far away from UA,and I managed to find one,I just need to talk to them about this. This definitely wasn't the first time I've been up all night,but after what happened 2 days ago,I've been sleeping even less,I couldn't sleep with the thought of someone coming in and taking them away from me or them getting hurt,I can't bare the thought,so I can barely sleep anymore. I need to be alert at all times now,I can't let anything happen again.

I was already in the living room,waiting for those two to wake up,and when they did,they both looked exhausted,although,I guess I probably did too. I know that Mekisa wasn't sleeping well since that happened,she kept having nightmares of her reliving it,which is understandable. I wish they would've just taken me instead,it would make everything so much better for them,I don't care what happens to me,I just don't want them getting hurt more than they already have. It might sound bad,but I kind of wish they never met me,maybe none of this would've happened to them,they wouldn't be in constant danger. Although,I guess that's not true,because Shinso's father would've just kept on hurting them. Ugh,I don't know anymore. I just don't want them to get hurt.

"Good morning guys. Once you guys are ready,can you come sit down,I need to talk to you about something." They both looked confused but they nodded. Mekisa went into the bathroom and Shinso went back into his room for a little while. I had an idea that maybe Mekisa could enrol as a teachers assistant for class 1A,it would maybe take her mind off things,plus she said she doesn't like staying at home all the time,I'll mention it too her later.

They both came back out after about 5 minutes and sat down on the couch with me.

"What did you need to talk about?" Mekisa asked,I took a deep breath before talking.

"I've found a new place for us to say. It's no longer safe for us to stay here,it's not too far away from Kami's place and it's still relatively close to UA,so no one will have to move schools or anything. I know this is very sudden,and I understand if you don't want to move. But we need to be safe,and we're not safe here anymore,I'm sorry for how sudden this is. And Mekisa,I also had another idea. You said you don't like staying in the house all day,so I was thinking that you could maybe enrol as a teachers assistant for class 1A at UA,only if you want to,obviously." They both had smiles on their faces,but I wasn't sure why.

"What are you two smiling about?" This is the first time I've seen either of them smile since the other day,and it brought a small smile to my face too,it was good to see them smile again.

"You care so much about us,but we're not even your real family..." That last sentence stabbed me right in the heart,my face dropped slightly.

"Is that what you think? Because it's not true,you're the only family I have. And you are my real family,at least I think you are..." Did they not see me as family? Well,that hurts a bit.

"Oh,no,no! Of course we see you as family,you're my boyfriend and you're like a father to Hitoshi. You are our only family,and thank you for that,if we hadn't met you—"
I cut her off and finished the sentence for her.

"If you hadn't met me,maybe you'd actually be safe. If you hadn't gotten involved with me after Hajime was locked up,maybe none of this would've happened. I'm sorry for all the pain I've caused both of you,I never wanted any of that to happen,I wish I could've stopped it,but I'm just worthless. I have no right to be called a 'hero' anymore." Before I knew it,I was ranting and the tears just fell from my eyes,and once they saw this,they pulled me into a hug,I gladly hugged them back.