𝚆𝚑𝚘 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞? (𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚜𝚘 𝚡 𝚔𝚊𝚖𝚒𝚖𝚊𝚛𝚒)

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𝚆𝚑𝚘 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞?
𝚂𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚜𝚘 𝚡 𝙺𝚊𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚊𝚛𝚒

𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝟷𝟹

𝚂𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚜𝚘'𝚜 𝙿𝙾𝚅

It's been about 4 days since the incident in the bathroom at school. I tried my best to not let him get to me,but it was difficult,I would wake up in a cold sweat from reliving that nightmare over and over again in my head. Denki slept over a few times because he didn't want me to be alone,but I insisted that I was fine and he eventually went home,but next time I had that nightmare,I kind of regretted sending him home,every time I had that nightmare,I wished he was next to me,but instead I end up waking up alone and ended up having a panic attack and my insomnia kicks in and I can't sleep again.

I haven't had a good nights sleep since that day and I think it was starting to show. I've always had heavy bags under my eyes,but they had gotten a lot worse and a lot more noticeable since that day. School had been going well too,but my teachers were starting to notice how bad my sleep pattern had gotten and that I was falling asleep in lessons and how worn I would get during training. It was starting to get bad,and Aizawa had finally noticed it...

"Shin,come here." Aizawa was let out of the infirmary about 2 days ago and his arms were finally out of the casts,but he still couldn't use them all that much. He was still on a break from teaching so I couldn't really talk to him at school about my problems,but I had a few instances when the teacher sent me to the infirmary to get some sleep,but I would just wake up from that nightmare again,so it was no use.

"Yeah? What's up?" I said as I sat down next to him on the sofa.

"I know you haven't been sleeping well,I've heard you squirming around in your sleep and screaming,so talk to me,what's going on in your nightmares?" I was glad to have Aizawa in my life now,he was like the father I never had.

"I just keep reliving that day again and again,so I've only had about 2 hours of sleep these past 4 days." His eyes widened at what I told him,then he suddenly stood up and walked away. I waited about 2 minutes in confusion and shock before he came with with a thick blanket and threw it at me before sitting back down next to me.

"You're gonna go to sleep right now. I'll be right here,nothing can hurt you,and Eugene can't get to you anymore,and I won't let him come anywhere near you. So get some sleep now,I'll be right here." I slowly nodded and led my head down on his lap,it was surprisingly comfy and my eyes felt heavy almost instantly. I really hope I won't have that stupid nightmare this time.

𝙰𝚒𝚣𝚊𝚠𝚊'𝚜 𝙿𝙾𝚅

Only 2 hours of sleep over the past 4 days?? That's awful,and I thought I was bad. He was sleeping peacefully with his head on my lap right now,I was kind of surprised that he used my lap as a pillow,but I let him be,this kid seriously needs sleep.

It was a Saturday today and Mekisa was still asleep,but I always wake up early because of my normal sleep schedule for work. I just watched some quiet tv while Shin slept,being very careful not to wake him up. It's already been about 2 hours since he fell asleep,hopefully he'll sleep for a while longer,he needs it. Not that I would tell him this,but I loved Shinso like he was the son I never had. He's a good kid and I was gonna do anything I could to protect him,even if it cost me my life.

"Shota? Is Toshi asleep on you?" I guess Mekisa is finally awake.

"Yeah,he told me he hasn't been sleeping very well,and we both heard him screaming the other night. So I told him to sleep now so that's what he's doing. He fell asleep as soon he led down." Mekisa giggled slightly at the sight in front of her.