Why don't you Stay? (Sequel to Kiss me if I'm wrong Fred Weasley Love Story)

Chapter 5 ~ Will everything change?

Song for this chapter is David Guetta ft Sia ~ Titanium

*Kiara's POV*

I stare down at my hands in my lap. The bus shakes and judders over every bump and crack in the road.

Me, Mum and Emilie are on our way to Kings Cross station in London, to catch the Red Engine to Hogwarts school of Witchcraft and Wizardry.

I'm gonna be honest, I'm scared. Scared to go back. Scared of all the memories flooding back into my mind, like a wild river I can't control.

My hands are shaking,my palms are sweaty. I wipe my hands on my top and rey to brush off the thought.

''Kiko, are you alright?''

I nod and put on a fake smile. My mother smiles back and, unconvincingly.

We're nearing out stop, Emilie presses the button to alert the driver. The breaks squeek as the bus slowly comes to a stop.

We all pile off, along with a few others and swirve our way through the busy streets of London. We eventually make it onto Kings Cross Station where Mr and Mrs Weasley are waiting with Harry and their family.

''Right, now, quickly or we'll miss the train''

We all pile onto platform 9 3/4, the platform is buusy with families of students and first years.

Everyone gets on the train and I stay behind, my thoughts holding me back.

My problem is I over think everything. I get myself worked up for nothing.

It's like Everythings in slow motion, silence fills my ears. I can't go back.

*DayDream*

''Kiara''

A ghostly voice calls out. The platform is all white. It's kind of like what I imagined heaven would look like.

A white figure emerges from the white light. My grandma, Ivy Kinn.

''Nanny Ivy?''

She smiles softly. A long lock of curly lilac hair flys past my face, I look down and realise I'm shorter. I'm younger.

I'm a child again.

''Don't let you past define your future''

***

''Kiara? Kiara?''

Was I asleep? I think I was dreaming.

''What?''

I look around at everyone. I'm on the train, Fred, George and two other people whome I don't recognise.

''You've been quiet for around an hour now, is everything alright?''

''Uh yeah...Yeah I'm fine''

I slurr my words, unsure of wether they're true. I decide to go get some air. I feel dizzy. I can't stand very well. I lean on the wall, stairing out the window outside the conpartment I was sat in.

I breath in and put slowly, but not so slow that I faint. I feel someone's hand wrap around my shoulder, I jump suddenly, my heart jumping into my throat.

''It's okay, it's just me''

Fred looks just as alarmed as I feel. I hold one hand on my heart, feeling the harsh thud against my chest and through my palm. I close my eyes and breath steddily again.

''If their's something wrong, you can tell me-''

''-I'm fine''

''Are you sure? You seemed pretty upset-''

''-I said I'm fine Fred please''

I shouldn't have said that. I shouldn't have said it like that.

I push myself ogg of the window and wrap my arms tightly around Fred's shoudlers and he wraps his arms tightly around my waiste.

''I'm sorry if I keep going on, I just worry about you''

''Then don't, all I need, is you''

Fred grins cheekily.

''If you wan't me that badly, all you gotta do is ask''

I grin slightly, narrowing my eyes, I lean in slose so only Fred can hear me and whisper,

''Don't tempt me''

And then I walk away, leaving him hanging.