Depression(Michael clifford)

Thirteen

When Michael and I started dating he seemed to change. He smiled more often, and rarely missed work. But I'd always known. I knew he could get better, that he could fix himself. He just needed a little help along the way. He hadn't hurt himself in over a week when it happened. When he snapped.

I was in the living room folding some laundry, by then I'd moved in with Michael, too afraid to leave him alone even then. I heard some thumping around from  the room that I shared with Michael. I rushed into the room to see him throwing things about the room. As I opened the door,  a picture frame flew just inches from my face. Michael let out an almost animalistic scream before he tripped over his own feet and fell to the floor in anguish. I rushed over to him and pulled him into my lap

"Baby what happened?" I asked frantically. He looked up at me with wild eyes and a scared expression. To say I was afraid was an understatement. "Mike, talk to me" I begged, tears breaking over the barrier I'd built and hitting his cheeks.

"Leave me alone! I'm not a freak! I'm not a freak, CJ! Stop looking at me like in a freak!" He shouted erratically. I stroked his hair and hummed lightly

"Baby I know. I know you're not a freak! I don't think you're a freak. You're so beautiful, Mike" I soothed. Michael looked up at me angrily, but as if a switch was flipped in his mind, he began to sob.

"Oh CJ! I'm sorry! I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry" he wailed, latching himself onto me. I rubbed his back gently and rocked him back and fourth.

"I know, Mike. I know. I'm not mad at you, sweet heart" I cooed. Michael burried his face into my chest and cried. He cried until he lost his breath and then he looked up at me, eyes still teary and red.

"I love you," he whimpered, "I love you so much." It was the first time he'd ever said he loved me. My heart fluttered faster and I couldn't help but to blush.

"Mike I love you too," I whispered "I've always loved you" Michael grinned weakly and laid his head on me lightly.

"CJ, I'm sleepy" he yawned. I ran a hand through his messy hair and smiled down at him.

"Sleep, sweet boy. I be here when you wake up."
An: okay, so believe it or not, this portion of the series is almost complete! At the end of the book, there will be a character AND author ask, a bit like at the end of  Anorexia(The first book in the series) but that's not the most important part of the ending of this book! The most important part is that I'm more that half way through the entire series, meaning that I'll soon be starting a new series! This one will not be a cintinuation of the  disorder series, it will be a completely new plot in a completely new universe, basically. So just keep in mind that I have three new series to choose from once I've finished this one.
There's:
Demon!5sos (5sos as demons)
Daddy!5sos (5sos as fathers)
Purge!5sos (5sos in the purge)
I'd really love for you guys to choose which one I do next because I've actually already started all three. So I'd love some comments on what I should do next and WHY! Thanks so much for your support and I live you all :*:*