Mind over Matter

Chapter Eleven: This Feels Like The End

"Meredith?" Andrew asked, looking confused.

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"Shut up" Meredith said, as she pushed him inside of his office harshly. He stumbled but managed to catch himself by holding onto the edge of his swivel chair. 

She scoffed at his nervosity; pathetic...

She turned around and locked the door silently behind her. She walked over to the blinds and shut them in one smooth motion. Not everyone had to witness what was about to go down. This was business between her and Andrew, excluding the rest of the gossipy hospital staff.

Meredith walked back over to Andrew, who was thoroughly confused about the situation that occurred right now. What was she planning to do that required a lock... she wouldn't- would she? 

Meredith took a few steps towards him, backing him up against the wall. He gulped and looked down at the smaller blonde woman who appeared harmless. He knew better though. When Meredith got mad, it was every person for themselves...

"Meredith.... what are you doing?" he said breathlessly as he watched her hands caress his chest. His breath hitched in his throat as she put her face inches away from his. He smelled her warm, peppermint breath, mixed with some type of chocolatey scent; probably from a candy bar that she devoured at lunch. 

"I said, shut up.. no talking" she stated as she leaned over and kissed him, taking off his lab coat hungrily. His eyes opened wide at the missed sensation, it had been ages since their last kiss. 

Andrew reciprocated the kiss passionately and threaded his fingers through her honey-blonde tresses. She took her own coat off and unbuttons her shirt, throwing them both carelessly on the floor.

From what Meredith remembered, she was always the one to take charge of their sexual relations, doing all of the work herself. Derek on the other hand was some sort of sex god. He pleased her in ways that she never even thought were possible. Andrew came nowhere near the standard that Derek had delivered. He seemed nervous, scared even to take charge and undress her. She undressed him and her both, taking charge once again...

They continued their foreplay until they were both undressed and Meredith was against the cold cement wall with her naked back. She took a deep breath and motioned for Andrew to pick her up, wrapping her legs around him. He slid into her and thrust slowly letting out deep, loud moans. After lasting about ten minutes, he finished and she let out a small moan, pulling herself off of him. He sat his back against the cold wall, trying to get back to his regular breathing pattern.  

Her gaze fell on the heaps of clothes spread along the office floor, as the reality of the situation set in. She had sex with Andrew...

Andrew's sexual skills didn't even come close to Derek's. Derek always managed to make her scream and squirm underneath him, paying close attention to every pleasure point on her body. Making her beg and plead for his orgasmic mercy.  

Andrew on the other hand... didn't even make her finish. Her previous euphoric and proud feeling of revenge wafted away and paved the path for regret and disbelief creeping up on her. 

Oh my god.... what did she just do... This was so not worth it...

She looked over at Andrew horrified, he was almost back to his regular breathing. 

Hmm, that sure took him long enough, guess the sex with Addison wasn't much of a workout...

Meredith saw his eyes searching for hers; he looked happy, ecstatic even. It made her panic inside, he looked... in love.