Xacier's POV

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[][ This is another short chapter, but you'll get to see things in Xacier's light~][]

Xaciers POV

"I wanna go home," he whimpered as he hid his face in my blanket.
Why? Why do you want to leave so badly?
Why can't I hold onto something precious to me?
I want to tie him up, yell at him to make it clear that he isn't going anywhere.
He. Is. Mine.
But I know, and I realize that I'll only scare him. That he would never want to stay.
He'll leave me like the rest of them. He won't ever feel the same way I do.
Hell, who would?
'Stay away from him, he's a monster,' that's what my oh so friendly neighbors told Hikaru when he first came.
My eyes avoided his as I picked him up, reluctantly taking him to his shitty room. Did I really drive him away, to the point that he'd come back here?
It must have been the kiss. It must have been my affections, or maybe he didn't like me at all. He did avoid me for a couple of weeks, and I had to hold back every urge I had from running to him.
Does he hate me?
My heart churns, aches, and breaks. I set Hikaru down before sprinting out of the door.
He must hate me, I'm just a monster.
I'm just a monster.

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