Lost Voice

Regret

[][ This is a short chapter and I don't feel like editing it... I'm sorry for taking forever to upload!!][]

After Xacuer literally carried me to the table, I nervously nibbled on a piece of bacon, my hand bunched up in my lap. I looked through my hair at Xacier who rummaged through the pantry. He didn't smile anymore, but his lovely eyes still gleamed so happily.
I looked down at my lap, I can't believe he smiled at me, then kissed me. Oh my god, he kissed me!

I held my red face in my hands, suddenly losing my appetite. My heart fluttered and lovely butterflies filled my stomach... I want to just curl up in bed and squeal like a high school girl.
I'm afraid that if I stay with Xacier any longer, I'll fall even harder for him.

I glanced up at Xacier before placing my feet on the ground. Dull and bitter pain shot through my body, I take in a staggered breath before quickly pushing off the seat. Taking only two steps with my weight fully on my aching feet. I let out a loud whimper, my knees buckling before slamming into the ground.
I hear the floor board creak and screech as Xacier ran over to me, his arms wrapping around my body and pulled me into his lap. Sharp pain ignited in my body, every muscle ached and my torn apart skin of my feet was swollen and bleeding. Xacier cradled me in his arms, wiping away the tears on my cheek.
I gripped on to his shirt, my knuckles turning white as i whimpered loudly. I feel Xacier's cold hands soothe every muscle in my body, I lean into his chest, burying my face into it.
It was a horrible idea to leave, what the he'll was I thinking? I've already fell to hard in love with him, it's not like I can fall any deeper.
I grit my teeth at my stupidity, Xacier grabbed my jaw, suddenly his happy light purple eyes turn into a dark stormy purple.
He stood up, carrying me to his bedroom where he carefully placed me onto his bed. He let go of my jaw, stroking my hair back as his dark eyes stare down at me. I shudder, whimpering softly.
"I... I wanna go home..." I croaked softly, why was I still so persistent to go home?
Xacier's dark eyes narrowed at me before softening into a saddened expression. I turn my face away, burying it into the blanket next to me. I can't bare to look at Xacier.
A loud and startled gasp escapes from my lips as I was suddenly in the air with two strong arms holding me. I clutch onto his shirt, burying my face into it because I felt the need to hide my face.
Xacier opened my front door, walking into my moldy as apartment before placing me on my soaked bed. I squirm in protest, I open my mouth to speak but Xacier was already gone.
I deeply regret going home because now I'm in pain, wet, and very very lonely.

[][ give meh your opinions! Should I do a rare POV of Xaciers?? 0^0 ][]