Love and Heartaches

50 - IM NOT THE ONLY ONE

I won't çheck this any longer guys bit busy hope you'll understand.

Thanks guys ,,,, for waiting ....
I know some of my spelling and grammars are not ok please be more understanding. ?.. see yeah!!!!

- Joey -

Rich looks determined , I don't know what he really wants.

Im so confused about the situation.  I still love him no one can break that easily.

" s top the car for a moment " he follows

I buy some medicine , ointment  and beta dine only found on a small store like this. It's not complete but at least we're lucky we got something.

- Rich -

" I'm sorry baby , I'm ....  never mind  I'm ok ,,, th7s is nothing " sho w ing his hand

" no it's not ok , ... I'm not ok wiyh this !  Rich !! Don't ever do something like this again  hummm.

You're making me bad  .   Im trying my best to get away from you.

Please , be responsible for what you've done . Don't make me nervous again. Don't let me waver again . !"crying

" Joey "

" I'm trying my best to forget you. How can I do that huh ! You're such a player"Crying

" I'm not ,, because I Love You  "  soft answer and...

" I love you not only because I'm jealous with Peter but because I love you  and I like you still "

" Rich "

" I'm so scared to hurt you but the more I see you..... I'm such   a coward ,,,, can you,, just trust me again ,,? Can you just forgive me again  .... ?  this is hell for me . Im sorry baby . "

" Rich , ... "

" if you say no now , I'll understand , but  I'm hoping you won't say that ,  until then I wait for you to trust me again . "

" don't wa..."

" I know what will you say :" while breathing heavily

I looked at him I see his sadness in his eyes . I'm not 5he only person who's feeling like this.

I even wanted to tell him that I love him too . But I have this piece of pride inside.

I looked down while  playing my fingers. I just don't want to see him.

I honestly admit that I'm fallen for him again. Because I still love him. I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE who feels this way because  I know we both feel the same.

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" thanks  " the only word I said befoŕe I step

" if you hold his hand ,, ,  I stop ... I stop Joey , but don't pushed me away from you right now.

When the right time comes , I won't bother you anymore. 

Peter,,, he'll be a good boyfriend for you ,...  more than me, anyways"

Ii wanted to say something back but it's late . He left me , out of sadness.

I only see his car light behind,  I missed him ,, I miss him so much.

I look pitiful right, or just a mere person who's fighting against my real feelings.

" do you like him? "

" I lov3 him "

" why are you hesitating "

" because I'm scared , holding him again "

" you'll ŕegret it one day "

I'm startled when I find myself talking to a stranger.

" I'm sorry but you're. ?.. "

" I'm  Devenicia but I prefer using Dave   I'm new in this neighbourhood "

" really , wow we have the same guy nickname,  I'm Joey for Josephine.  "

" how old areyou Joey ? "

" im 18 years old " while smiling

" you're beautiful , can I touch you , "

" huh  "

" it's ok if you don't want "

" no it's ok , it's actually strange   I feel like we've been together for a very long time , im very comfortable with you "

" really " she said  while touching my hair

" how's your dad through all the years ,,?

" huh , do you know my dad ,? "

" ahh , no   I'm. ?.... I'm sorry I have to go" she suddenly stop  and let go. What a strange woman.

Hello guys thanks for reading the story . This mean so much to me.

Love you all muahhhhhhh
Have a peaceful and happy day

:   )

From : ate

02/25/15   10: 08 am

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