Love and Heartaches

53 -NO HOLDING BACK

- Joey -

What a stupid fool I am,,, trusting someone like him.

He did it on purpose , right thinking and talking on my own self.

I hate him , I always thinking that way , butmy heart saying otherwise.

" hey , !!! Stop having an emo mode , this is suppose to be our night.

Why do you need to stop him pick you up tonight, humm.

Anyways , get ready , Peter is waiting. " it's Melba on the phone.

I don't know if I have to be there. It's something Peter ask me to do. It's a good PARTY anyways.

Honestly it's almost 8 in the evening already late for the time Peter ask me to come.

While looking at the mirror I heard someone shouting outside the house.

I open the door slowly I saw my dad getting mad.He seems angry to someone. I never seen him that furious before.

I try to close it again when I heard a woman's voice talking to my dad out of madness.

" I told you , don't ever come back . You promised it.

Why huh , do you really want to reveal everything to her. "

" what! You're not even concern about her. How can you say that.

She's in pain because of both of you. Do you know what's she's feeling ....! "

" I don't really care , Ricardo and I broke up because of her.

He's mother threatened me , destroying your business and her. "

" what happened to you , you ... y..ou , after so many years you've change so much.

For the last 18 years you are not even sorry to us, in order to protect her the person loves her the most broke up with her.

Ricardo's son love her but he can do nothing about the situation. ?.... "

The last moment I heard was that. The woman who just talked to me recently was my mom.

The reason why Rich left me..... the reason why he broke up with me.

" you knew about this , the reason why Rich.... dad how long are you going to hide this from me.... huh,,.. ? " all of a sudden I said.

Everyone looking at me , even nanayL. Who just shock when I open the door.

" this is it , everything started from you . " I don't know what happened next.

I walk out of the house far from them . I heard dad trying to call me but there's no looking back.

At first I called Rich but he's not taking my calls, any of my calls.

I only realized after , I'm on a taxi on the wày to his house.

And the reality comes on my mind again. Teardrops beginning to fall without end.

Hard , cry and tears I don't even care what manong driver looks at me.

" miss we're here Tsek,,,tsek,,,,tsek,,,, "driver told me. And I step outside when the driver called me again.

I look at him and realised I didn't pay....I'm. ?... trying to look for my purse , I'm not so sure if I had it or left it.

" what !! You don't have a single penny. J7st give me anything ah,,,,, your phone "

" mister I'm sorry but .... "