Love and Heartaches

17 - FIRST KISS - CONFESSION

- Rich -

I like her now I'm sure of that ..... I'm now doing the things I've never done 18 years ago . Why ...

Its not a simple attraction, I'm fallen for her  the way she smile the way she talk when she sings. I like everything about her.

" minutes before joey sings"

" hey can you let that girl sing after you...

She's good in singing if  you do that I'll give you a nice tip is that OK."

" all right "

Present

- Joey -

" thank you have a nice evening everyone "

Clap....clap.....clap....

Thanks naman natapos din ......

" rich thanks actually bumabalik ang pagiging music lover ko this days .first its peter and now you bring me her...

Can we go home now .. its 8:00 pm now.."

He lead me on his car . Trying to be a gentle man.

- Rich -

" stop mentioning his name when we're together joey ."

" I told you  don't use me against each other right. Can you just be a good friend to him again."

" lot of things happened joey  he's not even listening."

" why don't you try again  make it more sincere."

He suddenly stop and face me while I'm screaming for being rude.

" hey I'm trying to help OK  I'm not taking side now I'm just trying to be a good friend for both of you ."

He just keep on staring at me no single move .

" say something Rich "

" what do you want to hear ! "

" don't make me stupid say anything "

" won't  regret...don't regret later "

" what are you talking about..."

" I want to kiss you  joey , right now, can I  "

 

"  ha.   are you crazy..... "

But the way he said he did it gulat factor ang nangyari. Teka naman no experience pa ko .

Parang ang tagal  pipikit ba  ako  why is it my hand pulling out or cramping in short I don't no exactly .

I close my eyes  I don't know why  but its different  im now nervous and shaking.

I just close my eyes   while Rich  kissing me. I feel his lips touching mine. 

" hmmn.. it's your first time .."

Tulala lang I don't know what to say parang nabuhusan lang naman ako ng tubig gaya kanina sa school

" are you mad.... "

I didn't answer ..looking outside parang  iwas tingin  lang..

" I had a lot of girls before  I've kiss them   but not  serious its fling and gaming. At first you're just like one  of them.

That's  my goal because you catch my attention. Its different now Joey. I feel something inside.

  when youre not around I began missing you. You're always in my mind that's why  Im looking at you from afar  .