Darlin' (GirlxGirl) (Avril Lavigne Fanfic) (COMPLETED) {1}

Chapter 4

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IMAGE ON SIDE OF SOPHIE'S NEW FRIEND JORDY.

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 SOPHIE'S POV 

I was moved up to the teenage mental health ward, there is quite a lot of people around my age that are being cared for in this ward by the nurses and doctors. I'm in a room with another girl but I haven't really talked to her. I can't help but think of my past, and all I have been through...

I was the first born to my mother and father , my mother was 17 years old whilst my father was 18 years old. My parents always wanted a lot of children, they both came from small families which made them want a big one. 

When I came into the ward they asked for my dad's phone number but I couldn't give it to them because I didn't know it. My dad kicked me out of the house when I was 14 years old because he caught me with a girl, I'm a bisexual but he just calls me a fucking dyke which I'm not. There is only my dad and my four other siblings, Avery 14 years old, Layla 13 years old, Hunter 8 years old and Lucas 5 years old. My mother died giving birth to my little brother Lucas, he is the spoilt one in the family because he is the one growing up without our mother. 

I use to be really close with my little sister Layla and my two younger brother Hunter and Lucas. After my mum died I was the one who had to stay home a lot to take care of my little brother Lucas, I got really behind in school that I nearly had to repeat a year. 

When I was 13 years old I started to watch what I was eating. When my father kicked me out of the house, I didn't have enough money to keep eating for long, I then would be left starving for day and days on end. I became really skinny that you could see my ribs through my skin, I got that sick I ended up in the hospital. My father came and signed my discharge paper then left not even saying a word to me or give me any money. I later on found the shelter that  I now use a lot, he gave me food along with a place to stay when he could along with a hot shower. 

I started hurting myself when I was 14 years old after my father kicked me out. I have only been in hospital myself only once and that was only because I didn't want to be here, that was actually just before Avril came into my life. I use drugs along with alcohol to mask how I feel, I smoke to let go of my stress. 

AVRIL'S POV

I lay in bed asleep of once, I only have another day here before I fly back Sydney to see Sophie. I'm so excited but also I am very nervous, I'm scared she won't want to see me because I left. 

I sleep restlessly as I toss and turn constantly, just then my phone rings. I pick it up to see an unknown number on the screen, I doubt weather I should answer it but something inside of me tells me I should. I answer the phone not knowing what to expect.

"Hello?''

"Hey Avril...,'' she says in a quiet voice that it is nearly a whisper.

"Sophie?'' I ask shock clear in my voice, I was just so speechless.

"Yeah it is me."

"What's wrong Soph?'' I ask in a panic since she was calling me from the other side of the world.

"I just needed to know if you really meant what you said about coming back to see me."

"Yeah I am, I'm fly back tomorrow night,'' I say in a calm voice but I can't help the bit of excited coming out in my voice.