I think i left the bus door open eh oh well ashley and skylar will be there. I wonder what their doing..maybe their not doing anything....maybe shes taking a shower....the water running down her naked....no Jake stop ash has her she would never want me. I wish she did she was so pretty and amazing i was hoping when ash cheated i could get a chance but i cant ugh their back together and their happier than ever i want a chance thats it even Andy has Portia and CC well idk who he has but still why me the one girl i want is with my best friend.
"Hey jake what you thinking about? Andy said nudging me snapping me out of my daze
"Nothing just how im the single one in the group" i answered
"Well maybe if you didnt love some one who was taken you wouldnt be single" CC said with a drunkin slurr. I gave a puzzled look to him
"Oh come on jake we all know your in love with her just the look you give her with such admiration" Jinxx said i started to blush how do they know i dont look at her that often unless i have too...
"Wait guys im confused whos he in love with?" Andy said joining me in the puzzled look.
"Duh its Portia" CC said if andys face could have gotton any reder it would have he looked like him amd his gazelle legs were gonna attack me.
"Woah no i dont love Portia i mean as a sister yeah but no its deffinetly not her" i answered standing waving my hands in defence.
"We know jake we just wanted you to admit it...your in love with Skylar" jinxx said nudging me
"Yes okay i do but i wont do anything thats Ash's girl he would kill me and id rather lose love than lose a best friend" i answered sitting back down thinking of the girl i love...ugh why me???
"Jake if you love her tell her she might feel the same and hey its better it be out there than all bottled up" andy said looking at me.
"I cant she doesnt feel the same about me i know by the way she looks at ash compaired to me she looks at him with love lust compassion and she looks at me with pity and sadness but she doesnt know why"
"Tell her she will understand im pretty sure of that"andy said looking at Portia as she walked away from us to dance andy quickly follows. What do i do.
"Dude just try" CC said accross the table. I just walked away.
It doesnt hurt to try i guess i just dont know what to say.
I walk up to the bus and see the door closed maybe they closed it i get in the bus and see two shirts on the ground great i walk further into the bus and find the rest if the cloths plus two naked people.
"Seriousky you guys arnt the only people in the bus god damn" i say loudly ans storm off i hear skylar ask what my problem was little does she know. I felt a tear sting my eyes i needed to get to the bathroom quick i ran almost to get there. I needed some release of pain.
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I rummage around for only a second when my hand finds the box that keeps my life. I pull it out quickly. I opened it and pulled out my lucky blade and rolled my sleeves up ans drug the blade accross my skin and felt the blood trickle down my arm as i did it again and quickly 2 marks turned into 20 great. I grabed sone gaus from the counter and tappes it there to stay i put my box away and pulled my sleave down. I look one more time in the mirror before coming out of the bathroom.
"JESUS CHRIST JAKE WHAT DID YOU DO YOUR COVERED IN BLOOD" i hear from skylar before everything goes black.
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Fanfictiona young girl named Skylar has been depressed and never had anyone to talk to. until she met a guy named Ashley he's so sweet but he has a reputation of breaking girls hearts what should she do. she finally talks to him when she goes to a concert wit...
