And just like that she was gone....it couldn't be I told my self that nothing could ruin this but look at me now......all because of fucking Reagan why why always when I'm happy does she do this I cant belive it I lost the person I loved the most because of this...maybe I deserve it maybe because of my past maybe its karma yelling at me for being happy. There was a knock at the door I ran quickly hoping it was her but it was just Andy...I opened the door to him he came in and closed the door.
"I talked to Sky I heared what happened.....Ash you love. Her go after her don't let her leave...I got her to stay for a few days but that's it you need to talk to her and she will talk to you she loves you....she told me her story....dude she risked so much being here and being with you....she let you see her side that loved you and wanted you...honastly I see where shes. Coming from because were only human and if I had seen Portia doing that id do exactly what she did....but I k ow Reagan and I know what she does and I told Skylar that but she needs to hear it from you"
"I know and I love her so much I mean loon at this I bought this today when we took a break from practice"I said pulling a ring out of my bag. " I was waiting for the right time but there wont be one I guess"as I put the ring back the tears came and I broke.I didn't mean ti I just couldn't help it she was the love I dreamed about for years and I lost her because I'm stupid...."GOD IM STUPID UGH I LET HER LEAVE MY LOVE I LET LEAVE OUT THE FUCKING DOOR WHY ANDY WHY?"I said crying and falling ti the floor because the pain was so hard to stand.
"Ash I don't know why but it was because you love her and you would do anything for her including letting her go...but ash we have a show to do so get up and do the show and when were done go to her talk to her tell her how you feel show her the ring" Andy said as he helped me up.
He was right our fans still needed us so I cleaned up and walked out the door with Andy behind with a hand on my back tellling me it was going to be okay...I belived him but my heart ached for something else for her for my beloved one....the one I will always spend my time with the one who I will spend the rest of my life with....atleast I thought we would unroll tonight when it dawned on me that we were bound to have fights but I never thought one like this never like this I couldn't stand the fact this is how it ended....we got ti the stage and I pulled myself together long enough to do the show
As soon as the show was over I ran off stage and went to my dressing room to see if she was there but she wasn't so she must have been in the bus...Andy cought up to me and asked if I wanted him to come with I said yes I needed help doing this ive never done this before. We walked to the bus we headed the piano and a voice......
"A drop in the ocean a change un the weather I was praying that you and me might end up together its like wishing for rain as we standing in the desert I'm holding you closer that most cause you are my heaven...." it was Skylar I had no idea she could sing or play we stood out side for a while till Andy pushed me a bit to go in...I grabbed the handle and opened the door.... I imedietly looked at Skylar ans she looked at me....
"Can we take a walk?"I asked
"Sure"she answered andy knew he wasn't needed so he left to find Portia. And then it was just us two walking down the street.
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Fanfictiona young girl named Skylar has been depressed and never had anyone to talk to. until she met a guy named Ashley he's so sweet but he has a reputation of breaking girls hearts what should she do. she finally talks to him when she goes to a concert wit...
