Charlie Gillespie~Teen mom~

loving someone like youll lose them

Yale's POV
The sound of silence pierced my ears. I hated not hearing Casey's laughter every morning when I woke her up. I hated being able to sleep in. Usually I would love it but under the circumstances, I find it upsetting.

Charlie and I have had this weird limbo thing going on and lately I've truly come to understand the meaning of loving someone like you'll lose them.

I hopped in a cab and arrived in front of Charlie's place.
I still can't believe he joined a fraternity.

Rudy opened the door wearing sweatpants and no tee shirt. He had a nice body, not gonna lie.

Rudy: Heyyy baby mama!
Yale: Please dont call me baby mama.
Rudy: Sorry.
Yale: Is Charlie here?
Rudy: Ummm

I heard laughter and a girl came out of Charlie's room wearing nothing but a East Lansing North shirt and underwear.

Are you kidding me?

She was a pretty girl. Like a really... REALLY pretty girl. She had curly jet black hair, brown eyes and an absolutely perfect hourglass figure. She was a stereotypical bella...

It was irritating.

Yale: Who is that?
Rudy: umm I forgot her name.. Kell- Kam- Ka-
Yale: Do you want to have sex with me?
Rudy: Wh- wh
Yale: You have 5 seconds. Do you want to have sex with me. Yes or no?

I watched Rudy try to contemplate wether he wanted to or not so I leaned in and kissing him.

It was horrible. His mouth tasted like beer and mirajuana.
But this was the only thing that could possibly make Charlie hurt the way he hurt me.

Rudy picked me up and I wrapped my legs around him. I choked and held back my disgusted gags caused by his attempts to stick his tongue down my throat.

Once we arrived in his room, he threw me down and I guess he just HAD to get straight to business.

No foreplay. Just went right ahead and did it.

It was 2 minutes and 5 seconds long... I know for a fact. I was counting the whole time.

I feel like he was trying to rail the inside of my thigh which explains why I didn't even come close to finishing.
Afterwards he threw himself down next to me panting as if he had just done something amazing.

I'm sure he thought he did even though I'm a horrible liar.
My fake screams of "pleasure" weren't exactly convincing in my opinion but I guess Rudy disagreed.

Rudy: Fuck that was really good
Yale: mhm

I leaned over and pulled my pants back up.

Rudy: What's your name again?

I rolled my eyes and tiptoed out of his room. That was 2 horrible minutes and 5 seconds of my life that I will never get back but they don't compare to the expression on Charlie's face when he met me in the hall on my way to the bathroom.

Charlie: What are you doing here?

I didn't even know what to say. I didn't think about what I was doing, I just wanted to hurt him. And now that I had, I regretted it.

Rudy: Sup brah.

Rudy wrapped his arm around my shoulder, the smell of beef jerky and axe body spray wafted around him.

Rudy: You need me to pay for a cab baby mama? Sorry. Yo- Ye-
Yale: Yale.
Rudy: Yale! Yes. I knew that.
Charlie: What are you doing here? Rudy what is she doing here?
Rudy: I don't kiss and tell Gillespie. I'm out! I got another tinder date.

Rudy hopped down the stairs and slammed the door.

Keila: Hi I'm K-
Charlie: You should go.
Yale: please.
Charlie: No I mean you.
Yale: What?
Charlie: You. Yale. You need to go. How could you do this to me?
Yale: Me?
Charlie: You slept with my best friend! How could you??
Yale: You slept with some random girl!
Charlie: She's not a random girl, I've liked her for months! I just didn't make a move because I was waiting for YOU! YOU YALE! I was waiting for you to make up your GODDAMN MIND! I see you have. So I did too. GET OUT!

My eyes began to burn and I clenched my fists trying to hold my tears back.

I walked as fast as a possibly could trying to avoid letting Charlie know how hurt I was.

What is wrong with me?