Him (Matthew Espinosa & Taylor Caniff)

Chapter 29

*casey's pov*

I woke up the next morning cuddled up into Matt. I watched as he slept, breathing in and out slowly. I smiled to myself.

I then remembered my horrible dream of Dillion and instantly my smile faded.

I know this might sound weird but everytime I have a dream involving Dillion, I usually "bump" into him somewhere.

Just the thought of seeing his evil face gave me the shivers.

"I doubt I'll run into him, I mean I'm so far away from home" I thought to myself and instantly changed my mind set.

"I'll b fine" I smiled and relaxed a bit, knowing that it'll all be okay.

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30 mins later

*still caseys pov*

I've been laying in bed on my phone with Matt practically sleeping on me for the last 30 minutes.

"matt.. psst wake up" I whispered in his ear and he just kept snoring.

"Ugh" I thought and knew I'd have to b louder.

"Matt, Matt, Mattchew, Matthew Lee Fricken Espinosa" I said while shaking him and he finally woke up.

"what?" He grumbled in his morning voice and I just smiled.

"Wakey wakey" I sang and he rolled over.

"No" he pouted and I knew what I had to do.

"Ok then.." I said and started to tickle him.

"CASEY!" He yelled and instantly jumped out of bed.

"Haha get ready lazy buns I wanna do something fun today" I said and he smirked.

"Fun.." He started

"No Matt go get ready" I laughed and he fake pouted.

As he was in the shower I just sat on the bed thinking about what happened between me and Taylor.
It was all just hitting me that we are officially over.

"He cheated on me with Madison" I thought and began to feel my eyes water up.

I tried my best to hold in the tears but I couldn't they poured out like the great flood.

I just sat there crying silently so Matt wouldn't hear.

I got up from the bed and went over and looked at myself in the mirror.

I was nothing compared to Madison.

She was skinny .
I was fat.

She was pretty.
I was ugly.

She had 2.2m followers on Instagram.
I had 200.

All the guys liked her.
None liked me.

As I sat there looking at myself and crying all these things played through my mind.

I knew what I had to do and I had enough time. Matt took long showers, he has ever since we were young.

I could hear him singing in their and it made me smile for a second.

I then got up and went to my bag and grabbed my "little friend" that I hadn't used in over a year.

my razor.

I took the blade and pressed it to my wrist and began to slice.

This one is for Matt.

This one is for Taylor.

This one is for Madison.

This one is for being ugly.

This one is for being fat.

This one is for being dumb.

This one is for being a nobody.

When I was finished there were 7 cuts.

I just sat there looking at my wrist.

Then the water turned off.

"Shit!" I thought and before I could do anything Matt was standing right in front of me in his towel.

"Matt I-lm-" I started but he cut me off.

"Ssssh I'm here, just promise you won't do this again?" He asked seriously.

" I promise" I said weakly and he carried me to the bathroom.

He then set me down of the counter and got a first aid kit and started to bandage my wrist.

"I love you so much Matt" I said as he put the last bandage on.

"Love you more" he said as I wrapped my legs around him.

The next thing I knew our lips were together.

"Matt?" I asked as I pulled away.

"Mhm" he said still in "makeout mode" [a/n makeout mode ahah😂 carry on😊]

"What time is it?" I asked and he look at his phone.

"Crap!"

"What time is it?" I asked impatiently.

"2:30 we have to be there by 3"

"Crap! But after we are spending time together" I smiled and he nodded.

"Anything for my baby girl" he said as he kissed my head.

"Go put some clothes on" I laughed and pushed him away.

"U know u like it" he smirked and tried to wiggle his eyebrows.

I just laughed at his stupidness and started to get ready.

Casey's OOTD

-black crop top
-light washed denim high waisted shorts
-light washed denim vest
- cheetah print patterned vans
- alex and ani bangles
- infinity, peace sign, and heart rings

After I was all dressed I ran into the bathroom to start my hair and makeup.

I pulled all my long, blonde hair into a loose high ponytail and applied some nude eyeshadow and mascara. I then put on some vanilla lip gloss and sprayed a squirt of sun kissed perfume to finished off my outfit.

"BABE LETS GOO!" Matt shouted from outside and I took one more look in the mirror.

"You look purty" he smiled cheekily.

"You don't look bad yourself" I said as I examined his outfit. A black v-neck t-shirt with kakis and black vans, the usual Matt.

I then locked the hotel room and we walked out hand in hand.

{a/n ok is it just me or do these parenthesis seem French? Idk I'm crazy! But long update UR welcome😊 NO PICKLES STILL😕😖😴 anyways ily all and remember sTaY wEiRd🌀😜}