April 6, 2011

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6:26 am

We have something called '6:00 weigh-ins'. This entails all of the patients changing into their stylish hospital garb and crowding into the freezing hallway. They then take us one by one, into a small secluded room, stripped of whatever identity or privacy we may have, and continue to diminish both by asking about the patient's bowel habits and weighing them. Fun. Today is my first full day.

8:44 am

I feel sooo fat right now, especially looking at the other patients. This morning, we had yoga and before me I saw a skeleton doing the warrior pose. I'm also realizing now how much I actually hate eating, especially after today's 300 calorie 'snack'. Whoa! I'm just gonna force it down so I can get out of this place asap. I refuse to comprimise my veganism though. Absolutely. Everything else has been taken from me, but not my veganism. Nancy left today :( She was such a sweetheart. I miss her. After rosa leaves tomarrow (the other girl I like), it'll be ,e, sarah, brian, and steph. I'll be the oldest. I got a stress ball and a deck of cards!

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