January 30th, 2011

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You know, I'm really beginning to see what an angry, miserable, unhappy person Marie really is. She's so far in denial of it, despite how spiritual she thinks she is. I feel for her. Dad says that the pill was Hannah's, and that it was actually an Altoid. She's full of shit, but so is dad. LOL. I really feed off of other people's energies, it's amazing really. I'm finally starting to feel "in control" of my eating again, I'm eating in a very calculated, scientific anorexic manner again.  I feel safe. "Safety", "Control", neither are real, and it's pretty sick. Mom's full of shit too, I know she's using. I guess we're all bullshitters?

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