Closing Dusk ¤ Leah Clearwater | ✔

3. Awaken

Disclaimer I own no characters belonging to twilight, they are owned by Stephanie Meyer and are borrowed by me. I only own the few unfamiliar characters.

Leah

               So dark. Is this heaven or hell? Or the spirit world? Hew, why does heaven smell like a hospital? Even worse a bloodsucker? Why is it so black? I'm consume in darkness. A pitch black vacuum orb. No door to let me out, no window to let me out. What did I do to deserve this? Is it because I commit suicide? Oh no, um... God, if you are listening I'm sorry, but the pain was too much. You can understand that right? I'm sorry, please let me out! I wonder what mom and Seth are doing? A tsunami of guilt overtook me as I thought of them crying over me.

Where am I? Come on Leah, think. Where in the world have scent of bleach, latex, medicines and faint scent of leeches? A hospital. Why the hell my mom or Jacob would take me to the hospital? Jacob of all persons should know that this will cause a great raucous in Washington. I can just see it. Times Magazine Indian teenage girl has abnormal inhuman temperature.

Beep. Beep. Beep. Beep. Beeeeeeep. God, what is that annoying sound! Can't it stop! Hush voices could be heard, but I couldn't understand what was being said. The more they gushed the further they sound. All too soon the quietness snuck up on me again.

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Beep. Beep. Beep. I hear a quiet sobbing and faraway voices, too quiet to understand. After much trial and tribulations my eyes open. Everything was bright. There are blurred faces peering down at me and moving away then darkness engulfs me again.

    Consciousness continues to fade in and out. I don't know if I was dreaming. It felt like it. I have been laying here like forever feeling confined.

Slowing things become clearer and I became aware of my surroundings. A hospital. The other nurse left the room, realizing that I'm awake. The remaining nurse stood with her back turn. I tried talking to her as she turn toward me. All hell broke loose, when she saw that I was awake. I heard someone say she's awake others came rushing in.

I raised my hand and took off the oxygen mask. I tried to comprehend what was going on. What am I, invisible? I wondered. When were these dimwits going to tell me why the hell am I here? The nurse checked my I.V. and frown at me. She was about to say something when Carlisle entered the room.

"I'll take over from her, nurse Roget," he said in his usually calm and collected voice. She blushed and left the room. Stumbling, over her feet as went.

"Leah, how do you feel?" He asks, looking at me with the most concerned expression.

"I feel okay, I guess. Why am I here though?" I asked.

"You don't remember?"

"No, should I ?"

"Leah, I'm not sure if I should tell you -"

"Cut the crap doc, why the hell am I here?"

"Leah, Seth found you unconscious in your car. It seems that you attempted suicide, but failed miserably."

"Why would I do that?"

"I haven't seen your suicide note so I can't tell you why you would."

"I can't remember."

"Leah, you're suffering from a minor memory loss. Don't stress yourself too much, your memories will come back eventually."

"When, will my memories come back?"

"Give it a few weeks or days and they'll come back. Are you ready to see your mom?"

"She's here."

"She hasn't left since Jacob and Seth took her here."

"Is she okay?"

"Well, your mother is very much upset about the strange way you, Miss Clearwater, went about solving your problems, plus she blames herself for what happened to you."

"I don't remember doing any of this, I told you that before. "

"I know Leah, but she and a very mad Jacob is waiting to see you and they have your suicide note as proof."

Carlisle turns and left the room. Lord, please give me the strength to handle my mom and Jacob even Seth.

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