I open my eyes abruptly checking my surroundings for any signs of him still around. I shouldn't have said anything. And I probably should've rethought my words too they were way too harsh.
But he need to know the truth and if he really cared he would change his ways. But deep down I knew no one canever really change them selves.
It's impossible, it's human nature. Somethings can't be toyed with.
If my mom found out I was high I knew she'd kill me. It was simple as, that I could avoid so much trouble if I'd just stay away from Jc. But deep down I also knew that that would be hard to swallow.
You know what no.
I refuse, this is the first human being haven't been forced to love.
When you love your family you're kind of forced into it, right? Love is when you meet someone and know that you have to spend eternity with them. When you love them for who they are.
This is the first person ever that I've ever felt that way for. I'm gonna hold him close, I will try and help him, I will fix him.
**
The mountain slowly turned a deep shade of purple as the sunset behind the hills.
My body ached from all the walking that I had done just to get here. But it would be worth it. Just this one romantic gesture and I'd be able to make it up to him, right?
I'm sure Jc could get any girl since you know he's fresh meat and all. But didn't he see something in me? I know that he did before, but have I messed up to deep to repair it?
It doesn't matter now, I'll find out in a few minutes whether I like it or not.
Jc's house was roughly 6 miles from my own. The trek there was difficult but not impossible but since it's my mom wasn't home, I didn't own a bike ,and I didn't own car, I had to simply walk. But that just adds to the gesture, right?
By now you're probably wondering, "well how does she know where he lives they haven't even got together yet" and I know we haven't. Me being my stalking fan girly self had found one of his friends after school tonight... and well I tortured him into telling me where Jc lived.
Good tactics. I know.
Two more blocks.
There was an extra car parked out side, did he have company?
