Beautifully Jaded~RVD

Back to LA :(

After a few weeks of relaxing in Byron Bay everyone headed home. Ruel and I traveled home with Ayla it took us almost twice as long to get home because she kept crying. When we eventually got home I was dropped at my house and Ruel went back to his. I had a few days to pack for my world tour. I was super excited because while I tour America Jaden and Nessa will be with me.

The few days quickly flew by and I was already on my tour Nessa and I had been messing around and Jaden was constantly on FaceTime to Mads because she was paranoid about him cheating but apart from that everything was running smoothly. All the outfits I'd chosen out months back fitted and I was super hyped up.

Part of me missed Ruel and being with him but this was what I needed. I needed to be independent and to grow up on my own as well as with him. He'd been sending me pictures of Ayla and of him at the beach which was super cute. I hate to admit that I was excited to be home.

Once America was over we flew out to do the UK and Ireland which felt good to hear and see some familiar faces. I managed to see my dads sister and a few of my cousins before I left for the rest of Europe and then onto Australia. I started at Brisbane and then Sydney, Perth and Melbourne and then I flew out to Sydney.

I'd been home now a day and I'm surprising Ruel today. The plan is to go for a meal and then go surfing with Ford and Sunday. He'd been looking after Ayla for a few week to give Ford a break. I'm already dressed but I'm staring in the mirror at myself. My reflection starts to look distorted so I pull myself back and head out the house.

As I get out side there's a black jeep parked on the side of the road windows tinted and the engine switched off. I ignore it and walk down the drive as I get closer the window winds down and I see a sea of chocolate brown.

"Sage" Analise's annoying voice rings through my brain.

I ignore her and just stare into her blue eyes challenging her.

"If your going to Ruels don't bother" she smiles bitterly.

"Why?" I ask feeling my stomach shrink.

"I need to give him this back" she says waving a shirt that I bought him.

"How did u get that?" I ask her.

"He gave it me, we've been sleeping together ever since you left. Your dog is so cute by the way" she smirks.

I don't say anything my eyes a wide open and my feet are stuck to the place on the pavement. It feel like the world has stopped turning and there's no sound just silence. She giggles a little then drives away. My eyes fill with tears the minute she's away but I shake the entirety of my body. I make my way back up into the house we're Ford and Sunday we're ready to surf.

"I thought you were going to see Ruel" Ford says with his mouth full of bread.

"He erm, he cheated on me with Analise" I stutter a little and then close my eyes tightly closed.

"Oh my god, I'm gonna kill him. Are you okay?" Sunday asks.

"I'm fine, I got to get out of here" I say taking a deep breath.

"Are you sure?" Ford asks.

"Mhm, I need to be away. I can't face him, at least not yet. We need time" I breathe shakily.

"Okay, you want help packing?" Sunday asks and I nod.

After a few hours we were packed and I had a bunch of missed calls and messages. I decided to leave my old phone with Sunday and buy a new one when I get to sway mansion in LA. Everything had been sorted with Jaden and the boys. I felt bad for running again but this time my reason was solid and I didn't need to hear him defend himself.

I believed Analise, believe it or not towards the end of my tour Ruel never called or text. Now I'm in a taxi with no mobile just a plane ticket out of here and I felt good.