Go Chapter three! It was origanaly shorter than this but I didn't want two short chapters in a row so I lengthened it! Enjoy!
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Chapter Three- Tense and Concerned
A few days after singing the relativly new song I was dying. I wanted to tell them but I was scared. I got barely no sleep and I had to use more coverup than usual on the bags under my eyes to look normal. The dream, was back. The one I kept waking up in cold sweat for..........
I was running from their hateful, glaring faces. Yelling insults, casting me aside like an old pair of jeans. Not wanted, hated for what I was. Hated for being gay.
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I snapped awake again. Thats four nights in a row that i've woken up from the same nightmare. I breathed in slowly and quietly not wanting to wake Logan. My pretty forbiden fruit. I quietly got out of bed and walked out the door. My feet squishing into the carpet. I leaned aganst the balcony and sighed.
"James? Every thing ok?", Katie asked.
The ten year old was in plaid striped pijama pants and a white tank top. Unlike most boys who would have blushed at the sight I stayed calm.
"No. Every things horrible", I said pitifully.
"Are the dreams back?". She walked closer and put an arm on my shoulder. The ten year old had guessed I was gay when I was tenth grade. Girls were just to much drama. Don't get me wrong, i'm best friends with alot of girls back home, I just don't wanna jiss them.
"Yes", I whispered.
"You need to tell them James. There your bestfriends. They'll understand."
"I'll think about it. Thanks Katie." I lied.
She gave me a sad smile and walked back into her room. She knew I was lying. I didn't care. I couldn't handle it. I sighed again and walked back into my room. I wasn't going back to sleep. I might not be the brightest crayon in the box but that much I knew.
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What you see isn't, James Diamond
FanfictionJames is done hiding what he is but is to scared to admit it. Hes crushing on someone big time. James must decide is he is comfortable with himself, what to do with his music carear, and what to do when an old love shows up.
