Chapter Four! Again sorry for the short chapters i'm working on lengthening them!!! Enjoy. __________________________________________________________________________________
Chapter Four Study math, study Logan
Kendal and Carlos already done with there homework for the night, they were chillin' at the pool, Mrs.Knight was shopping and I had begged Logan to help with my math, and by help I mean copy.
I had been studying his face for a while and finally I had to ask.
"Logan, are you ok? You've got bags under your eyes and your frowning."
He looked up more tired looking than ever. "What? Well... Ya i'm fine..." He looked away.
"Logan, don't lie. I know you to well. Whats up?" I asked again.
He sighed. "I'm just really stressed out right now. So much going on in school, Gustavos tougher than ever lately and i'm homesick."
Logan home sick? That was new. He had never shown homesickness before. Well there was the hollywood fever thing when he went hippie and I went orange but I thought that was over.
"It's ok. Don't worry." I smiled.
He smiled back. Then I did the one thing I was sure i'd never do. I leaned in and found his lips.
He jerked back mouth open slightly, eyes wide.
"J-james! Why d-did you do that?!"
"Logan i'm...i'm gay." Damn Katie so convincing.
Shock covered his face. "James I...I...I gotta go!" he got up from the couch and fled the room, and out the front door.
I broke down crying. I shouldn't have kissed him!
Idiot! I screamed in my head. Idiot, idiot, idiot!
I can only hope that he doesn't tell the other guys. They'll all kill me togther. And Camille. Camille can't know either. She will murder me.
Giving up on the homework I closed the blinds, turned on a soapopera and curled up under blankets on the couch in a very tight ball.
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What you see isn't, James Diamond
Fiksi PenggemarJames is done hiding what he is but is to scared to admit it. Hes crushing on someone big time. James must decide is he is comfortable with himself, what to do with his music carear, and what to do when an old love shows up.
