All I Ever Wanted: Bokuto X Black Chubby Reader

ch.19: our first time all over again (smut)

Smut warning ⚠️

Bokutos pov
"Are you sure you want to do this ." We were now in my room sitting on my bed. "Yes ko I want to do this." "So does that mean we're back together or?" I was confused on what was happening right now." No not yet. Once I Regain my memory fully than yes." She said climbing on top of me. "Then I think we should wait you know, I just don't feel right having sex with you when you don't remember us." Her hands ran through my hair, as much as I hated to admit it , I was loving every second of this. " to you I'm the girl who doesn't remember us . But in my head I've wanted you since our first year. And now I can have you, I love you ko, and I want to do this. But I still think after we should take time before we get back together." So she wanted to have sex but not get back with me. It hurt my heart that she still couldn't love me fully , maybe she was scared of what she could have or maybe it was someone else. But I need to let all this pent up sadness, anger , and stress out, no matter what I'll still love her.

"Ok" I flip her over kissing her roughly. I missed her lips so much. My hands danced around her body feeling every single inch of it. I broke away from the kiss ,she grabbed my cheek looking me in the eyes. "I love you kotaro." "Then be my girlfriend again please." "I can't ko" my heart sank hearing those words."why " my voice cracked as I felt a tear hit my cheek. "Because you deserve the part of me who remembers how great you are as a boyfriend. The part of me who can remember the day you proposed to me, the part that can remember our first time. I can't give you that. But while I'm like this , the girl who had a one sided crush on you in high-school, I want to do as much with you as I can. Because once my memory comes back this part of me will be gone. I know you waited a long time for me to wake up but just wait a little longer for the rest of me." She kissed my forehead. I understood now , I understood how she felt. But she was wrong I would love her no matter what version of herself she was, I needed to make her understand that.

Y/n pov
I wanted him so bad but he didn't fall in love with this version of me, and once my memory came back he would have the version he wanted so badly. He kissed my neck . As he began making his way down he stopped at my stomach. Kissing my stretch marks. "You said you wanted to hear about us , so I'll tell you ." He began kissing each stretch mark individually. " one time you got super insecure about your stomach. So everytime you would get insecure. I'd have you sit In between my legs . And I would count each one, and once I got done counting, I'd say now I have 27 more reasons to love you." He was so adorable, and sweet, kind, and gentle. He made his way down parting my legs, removing my panties. He ran a finger through my folds. "Your so wet" his tongue made contact with my clit. I moaned at the new found sensation. He dragged his tongue through my wet folds, as his finger found my clit. He removed his finger from my clit and replaced it with his tongue. He sucked and licked at my sensitive bundle of nerves. while he dipped his fingers into me stroking them in and out. His tongue continued licking and tugging begging for my release. I gripped his hair, moving my hips up and down , grinding against his face. "I'm gonna cum." I moaned my release so close. He pulled away removing his fingers . " sorry not yet , I want to feel you cum around my dick. " He pulled his boxers down, his dick sprung out hitting his stomach."holy shit your big." He chuckled. Leaning down aligning himself with my entrance. "Don't worry I'll be gentle this time." He slide in ,bottoming out inside of me. "Fuck you feel so good." He wasted no time bucking his hips into me . My nails digging into his lower abdomen. "Fuck" i choked on the word , as i felt myself clench around him. My release was getting closer and closer. "Can I cum please kotaro." I wanted to feel more of him. "Go ahead my love cum" my realse came flowing out. "Don't you want me to stop." He asked as his movements slowed." No keep going I wanna feel you cum now." He bucked his hips faster . Lifting my leg putting it over his shoulder. "I missed the way you felt wrapped around me." He moaned throwing his head back. I felt him twitch inside me as he filled me with his cum. We stayed there for awhile both breathing heavily. He pulled out leaning in to kiss me. My taste still lingered on his lips. "We're not done yet. " He grabbed me flipping me onto my stomach , arching my back for me. He slide in wasting no time bucking his hips. I looked behind me to see his eyes full of lust and desire. "Your so fucking pretting. Fuck" his hands gripped my waist as he continued bucking into me. I felt myself tightening around him. I gripped the bed sheets , overwhelmed by all the pleasure he was giving me. He came down to me kissing my collar bone. "I love you so much no matter what version of you , I'll love you no matter what." His words sent me over the edge as i came. After a few more strokes he came as well. He pulled out and collapsed beside me, pulling me into his chest. " if you want me to wait until you regain your memory then I'll wait." He went to the bathroom getting a hot rag to clean me up. "Can you stand." he said with a grin. "Yes I can stand asshole." I got up feeling a sharp pain in my back, but I kept walking not wanting to prove him right. After we finished cleaning up , we talked about our future together. What we would do if my memory returned or if it didn't. I didn't care what happened as long as I got to stay with him .

😩☝🏾 this is horrible . Might take a break from the story so I can figure out the storyline it's self and where it'll lead

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