All I Ever Wanted: Bokuto X Black Chubby Reader

ch.15 : what am i suppose to do without you

Bokutos pov:
"Bokuto calm down." Kurro came over to reassure me. "Am I missing some or?" Y/n spoke with confusion. "This is your fiance y/n . This may be a side affect of the coma. There was some swelling in you brain which has gone down Significantly. But there's still some left . Once the swelling goes down you should regain the rest of your memory in about a month. For now we'll release you. Come in if you have any issues and we'll check you out." The doctor walked out the room. "I'm engaged to bokuto akaashi." She stared at me. "Y/n tell me what you remember About high school." Akaashi says sitting on the bed."I remember me ,you , and bokuto were best friends. And that I liked him. And that we graduated together. Other than that it's a bit fuzzy." "Ok. Well your parents are aware of what happened. They couldn't get a flight here and we told them you woke up and they're on the same page as us. You were staying at bokutos house , just the two of you. But if you don't feel comfortable staying until your memory returns you coul-" she cuts him off. " no no im fine staying with him. I mean even if I don't remember us dating. We were still friends. I wouldn't mind staying in his guest room for awhile." She said smiling at me. "Are you ok with that bokuto-san." Akaashi looked concerned knowing the state I was in. But I pulled myself together. "Yea that's fine . I'm just happy she's awake and can come home." I gave her a smile, it was the truth even if she didn't remember me in a month I would make her fall in love with me again

We checked her out the hospital. As I drove her to my place, she was uneasy during the card ride, which was understandable. "Hey your ok, I won't let anything happen to you like that every again I swear. " I reached for her thigh but remembered she might be uncomfortable with me touching her in that way so I put my hand on my leg. She grabbed my hand squeezing it, She was shaking. I rubbed her hand with my thumb , my eyes glued on the road as she stared out the window. She slowly began to calm down as we pulled into the driveway. She got out walking into the house. "I always forget how big your house is ko." I looked at her with her big eyes looking around my house. My heart danced hearing her call my name again. "What's wrong ko." She turned around her curly hair sat perfectly on her head. Her skin looked so soft , I just wanted to touch her again. "Can I hug you." I asked hoping she would give me the answer I wanted. " sure you don't have to ask to Hug me." I walked over to her pulling her into a tight hug. My face buried into her shoulder. She hugged me back caressing My backside." I missed you so much. I thought about you everyday." I sobbed in her should as she sat there holding me. "I'm sorry I took so long owl boy." Owl boy . The nickname she used to call me before we started dating. She really didn't remember our relationship, and that hurt my heart. I let go of her, whipping my tears. "I'm sorry." I apologized. " it's fine." She said . I lead her up to the guest room, and then my room so she could get her hygiene products and clothes from my bathroom and closet. "You must be tired I'll let you sleep ." I said walking to my room dreading another night in my bed alone. "Ok goodnight ko." She said walking away ." Goodnight my love." I said under my breath. I laid In my bed struggling to sleep knowing I couldn't hold the women I love. I eventually drifted to sleep. "Ko , are you awake." I groan not fully awake. I look to see my clock on the night stand. It was 3 am. "Ko I'm sorry can I sleep in here." She was whispering it sounded like she had been crying."whats wrong." I move over letting her slid in the bed. "Everytime I close my eyes I hear glass shattering . I can't sleep i don't know what to do ko." She began breaking down , the tears flowing out her eyes. Pull her in close to me my heart hurting at the sight of her in pain. " hey shh it's okay alright . I'm right here , I'm not going anywhere. If you have a nightmare again I'll be right here okay." I kiss her forehead fightback the tears as she sobbed in my chest. After about 20 mins she finally drifts to sleep, clinging to my chest. I fall asleep wishing her nightmares would end. knowing I would have to wake up and still be living mine.

I hope you guys are liking the book so far, on A03 I was at the part where y/n regains her memory so I'm about 5 chapters away from where I was. I'm on spring break this week so expect alot of chapters. 🥺❤ thank your for 1.05k reads I'm going to do more chapters with kenma and akaashi for filler chapters✌🏾