All I Ever Wanted: Bokuto X Black Chubby Reader

ch.18:putting the peices back together

"Bokuto cmon , we're gonna be late." I heard y/ns voice calling out to me. "Yea dad cmon I wanna see uncle gasshi" it sounded like a child's voice, did it just call me dad. I turned around to see a very pregnant y/n , and a child around 4 years old. The child had a hair color like me but with y/ns hair texture, her skin was a bit lighter then y/ns, and she had eyes just like mine. "Ko whats wrong, we can't be late we promised akaashi we'd bring willow  over today." Willow.  That's a pretty name. I felt a pair of hands Tug on my shorts. "Dad what's wrong." She was so adorable. Was this my life, maybe everything  else was a nightmare , and I've finally woken up.  What's that ringing noise. Why is it getting louder. "You have to wake up now ko." But I don't want to. I want to stay here. "You have to wake up dad. You have to make sure mommy remembers so I can be born." They faded away, my beautiful dream was over.

I open my eyes , Grabbing my phone. It atsumu, why was he calling so early. " hello." My voice was low due to me just waking up . "Hey bokuto. " I heard balls in the background,  it was 5 am I still had 2 hours left. "Did I miss a mandatory early practice today or something. "  "yea coach called one but he said your out for the week . So don't come to practice." "What why." " he noticed your shoulder the past week . You've been over working yourself since the crash. So take a break. Stay home with y/n and don't come back till monday." He hung up. I tried getting up but y/n clung to me . I smiled watching her sleep so peaceful. We agreed last night she would sleep with me , but nothing sexual would happen until she remembered. But she wasn't opposed to cuddles, which is understandable since it's y/n. I stared at her figure and how good she looked. How she looked in her bra and pantie set. Groaned as I looked down and saw I was hard. " dammit" I cursed under my breath. I tried to step out of bed to go "take care of it" but she pulled me back. "Ko do you have to leave already." She was tired I could tell. "No my love I have to pee . Practice was canceled this week I'll be back in a second.  So go back to sleep." I got up heading to the bathroom I looked back seeing her curled up into a ball as she slept. I decided to just shower since I was awake. While I waited for the water to get hot I brushed my teeth.  I step into the shower feeling the hot water hit my skin. I was still hard. I tried to ignore it, but I hadn't done anything in so long. I just wanted to feel her again. I began stroking myself, just wanting some type of pleasure. I didn't last long, 2 mins tops, but I didn't care I felt so good to finally relieve myself. I finished washing up, sliding on a fresh pair of boxers."what took you so long" she reached her arms out as I slide back in bed. " sorry I decided to shower. Why are you up , it's still early." I massage her hair, just how she taught me when we first started dating. " your bonnet must have feel off last night huh." I laughed as she closed her eyes humming a yes. "Your still tired sleep." I fought back the argue to kiss her forehead, knowing that wasn't in our rules of things I could do.  She wrapped her arms around me as she drifted to sleep. I feel asleep eventually tired from the long non -stop practices. After the crash I just overworked myself,  trying to replace the pain I was feeling. Even after I left the hospital somedays I couldn't sleep so I would workout in our gym until it was time for practice again. We ended up sleeping until 2 pm, I made us breakfast while she showered .  "So what are you doing today. kenma and akaashi are off maybe you could hang with them." I said handing her a plate . " I was thinking we could hang out today since you don't have practice." It's not that I didn't want to hang out with her everytime I see her face I either want to cry, shower her with kisses, or rip her clothes off and destroy her, which obviously caused dilemma. "Sure ..... what do you want to do." I stuffed my mouth with pancakes. "I was thinking we could talk about us , and try other things that might help me remember our relationship." "What do you mean other things." I raised my eyebrow. "Like kissing and feeling eachother type thing. I still had a big crush on you in high-school.  And I still love you so I don't think it would be wrong . Maybe it would trigger some memories. " I could tell she was serious, a kiss or two wouldn't hurt right.

Yea I might make them have seggs in the next chapter...... but she won't get her memories back for awhile .... which means they won't be together for awhile😃👍🏽