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five

i woke up this morning with a banging headache, looking through my social media's and the pictures posted and saved from last night ..most of the events from last night came flooding back. I got up and went down to the kitchen to get a glass of water and some paracetamol.

'last night was mad' talia said quietly, also coming to get a glass of water and paracetamol

'yeah just a bit' i chuckled and took the paracetamol

'i always forget how hard you go when you're drunk' talia said holding her head

'here, take these' i handed her the paracetamol and gave her some water.
Sitting on the sofa i uploaded pictures from the previous night.

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Ethan:
how's the hangover?

Lib:
it's not as bad as i thought it would be actually, yours?

ethan:
wish i could relate, never drinking again

lib:
i'll wait for next saturday to roll around.

looking at myself in the mirror i try and remember the events from the previous night, it almost felt impossible. I don't even remember taking the drugs ethan had said i had taken. My parents would be so disappointed in me but i started taking them as a form of healing and now i can't stop.

'you were fucked last night' talia said to me as she walked into my room.

'how bad?' i sighed in annoyance

'very bad, you consumed way to many drugs' she shook her head as if she was disappointed in me.
I chose not to reply and just fiddled with my hands.

'you need to try and come off the drugs you know' she said taking a seat at the end of my bed.

'i know and i want to but it's hard, especially when i get such an amazing buzz off of them' i looked up at her worriedly

'it's unhealthy Lib, please try..it's better for everyone not just you' she opened her arms wide. I fell straight into them and began to cry. I hated myself for my past choices but i can't go back, it feels like it's impossible..like no one can ever come off of drugs. I know it is possible but for me personally i don't think i ever will.

'come on, we're going to the shop to get some snacks' she lifted my head from chest and wiped away my tears.

'watch a movie?' she asked and i simply nodded and got up. I shoved on some grey joggers and a grey cropped hoodie.

we went to the big tesco which wasn't too far from our home. It was my favourite shop, it always had the stuff i wanted, whether it be essentials or a load of fatty foods.

i picked up a bag of original cool doritos and a bottle of smirnoff. Talia looked at me and snatched the vodka away from me.

'no more of that, you had enough last night' she said sternly

'but-' i began to say but she cut me off

'don't drink away your sadness and regret' she huffed before walking to the self scanners and paying for our stuff.

i slouched down on the sofa in just my grey joggers and a black sports bra, our parents were out for the day and most of the night so it was just me and Talia at the house. We debated on what film to watch and finally decided on watching 'five feet apart'. Half way through the film i heard sniffles from beside of me, i looked over to see talia crying i laughed to myself quietly.

'stop, it's sad okay' she sat up and crossed her arms

'it's not even real T' i chuckled. She shoved my arm before wiping away her tears abs continuing to watch it. The film wasn't my typical favourite so i felt myself drifting in and out of a sleep.
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